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hi. my name is GioVanna Michele Cromartie. Im writing this bc im ready to do whatever. here are some reasons why. i hate my dad, and my mom. ik im not supposed to but i do. my dad is the worst i know he does alot for me but i dont care i just dont anymore im scared of him ive wanted to call 911 on him ive wanted to stab him. but in the outside im to good to do that. somtimes u have to think about the real life how, what, where, and who. and all of those are my parents. and dad or mom if u see this cool. ik, ik i dont do good in school or any of that, ik u try and try to make me good, ik u try and try. but putting me in a privite school, borading school, military school. isnt that just u doing the most. soon u wanna take my stuff away from me next u love me u miss me u wanna be nice u exspect me to forget. i always and always neevr trusted my parents they lie well my dad dosnt i guess. whooping me taking my phone away belt beats and everything IS JUST OLD AND STOP. if i dont do good dont yell at me dont whoop me and DONT TAKE MY PHONE OR MY IPAD AWAY!. UR THE REASON I ACT LIKE THIS I TAKE NOTES AND EVERYTHING FROM MY PHONE AND U KNOW WHAT IT ACTULLY MAKES ME FEEL HAPPY. MATTER A FACT U WANT ME TO BE HAPPY BUT U TAKE MY HAPPINESS AWAY FROM ME. I TRY U TRY AND I KNOW I TRY TO BE GOOD BUT UR PUSHING ME TO BE GOOD AND ITS STRESSING ME OUT. havent u ever just wanna ask me or talk to me about what happend instead of beliving the teachers over u own child? i know this isnt abuse but to me it is and i promise u im 91% close to calling the cops and live where ever i can. I WANT A GOOD LIFE I WANNA BE HAPPY I WANNA LOVE U I WANNA HELP I WANNA DO EVERYTHING BUT U. ITS U WHO MAKES ME NOT WANT TO. NOT EVERYTHING ON IS ABOUT "oh its ur phone who is making u do this" well guess what, im not that type of person. if u want me to be good then u treat me like a good child. DONT WHOOP ME DONT PUSH ME DONT TELL ME WHAT TO DO DONT TAKE MY PHONE DONT HELP ME UNLESS I NEED IT. ik ur my parent and ur supposed to do that but to me u just make me wanna burst and run away and u make me hate myself for who i am. because half of the time ur really just fake. if u see this dont be mad or sad just dont say nun bc u knopw how i feel when u treat me like this now. and my dad basicly lied to me. but i m not even ganna talk about it. bc i now just wanna die and kill myself and runaway bc u wont leasve me alone for who i am i dont wanna be who u want me to be i dontnhave to be who u want me to be AND I DEFFIENTLY DONT WANT DONT WANT TO!