Notes

Well I guess you already know what this is but to avoid any confusion, I'm writing a confession to you and keep it mind that I'm not that fluent in english, So please bear with me for a while. How would I start this since there are many words that I want to say to you but can't decide what I'll say first, but I guess I'll start with me like you, Rue, I really do, it's okay If you won't believe me or because you're confused because of my actions, but I don't blame you though there are times that I've been cold to you without saying anything or being distant after being sweet to you, I can't blame you, but I really didn't notice that I was already being distant to you. I'm sorry and I really wanna make it up to you, but sometimes my fear is getting the best of me and sometimes I'm not really in the mood but since I'm not used to being open it leads to you thinking that why am I being distant to you, I know it's not a valid reason, It's unfair for you, I'll become a better person I really will, The one you deserve and the one who'll spoil you with attention and consistent effort, not the one who is only good at the beginning and the one who keeps saying that they'll improve but doesn't prove it or make any changes. I really will make it up this time, I won't let my fear get the best of me, What I said last time that I'm scared of taking a risk, but If it's you, I'll take a risk no matter how risky it is, your worth every risk.

I want to say thank you as well for trying to understand me and for comforting me when I wasn't alright, For being there with me no matter what.

I really do like you Rue and I really don't know where this thing will take us because I don't know if you want to put a label on it or what, and you're not mine to begin with and you're not a toy or thing that I can just claim just because I want to, You're more than that Rue, You're special to me Rue always remember that, You made me feel things that even other people do but when It comes to you it feels different, I want court you to show you that I'm really serious about you and I will become the person you deserve.

It's just been 1 month in getting to know each other, but learning new things about you made me happy and excited. Like I didn't that you were that type of person and what type of movies you like, But It didn't made me happy when I you told me your past used to treat you, You don't deserve to be treated like that, but I'm glad that you aren't with them anymore because they don't deserve a girl like you, Rue, And I don't know if I do deserve you but I won't stop at being a better person you deserve, I'll treat you better that how your past treated you.

Your a one of a kind girl Love even if you start a fight with no good reason at all but that won't stop me from loving you, Fight with me all you want if that's what you like, But please if something is bothering you, don't hesitate to tell me so I know something is wrong because it's unfair that while I'm laughing, you're crying or being sad, because of what you're thinking or because of my actions, I know that you aren't used to opening up to others and I won't force you though, I want you to feel safe and comfortable with me

I really like you Rue.