Notes

Imagine you’re hanging out at Hinata’s house after school, lying down in bed, propped up on your elbows while reading one of the mangas he had in his room. Your dear boyfriend had went to get some tea downstairs for you.

You loved how comfortable you felt at his house, how welcoming his parents were. But what you loved most was spending time with your dear lover. Interrupting your reading, you reminisced on how you two had admitted your feelings towards each other.

Your school days were lightened up by the small bits of conversation you had with him and, before you knew it, you two were practically joined by the hip. It was inevitable that you two would end up going out with each other, after Hajime had told you so casually yet so nervously that he did, indeed, love you.

Hearing the door open, you slightly turned to gaze at Hajime entering, two cups filled with tea in hand. With a smile, you lifted yourself up on your knees and took the cup that was held to you. Hajime~! Remember when you confessed to me? You were so adorable…

Hearing you mention his nerve-wracking confession made some of the residual nervousness flush on his cheeks. D-Don’t remind me… You looked really too adorable, I just had to… He sat by your side and laced his fingers with yours, sipping his tea calmly.

You really were right too… You and Chiaki are really just friends. You smiled slightly, thinking of the adorable girl. It’s just she’s very pretty and mature, I thought you must have li-

With his free hand, he set an index on your lips softly, stopping words from overflowing. Hearing you talk yet again about how you had thought he liked Chiaki made him slightly frustrated and you could see it in his eyes. Silently still, he took the cup from your hand and settled his and yours on his night table.

You felt guilty as he seemed to be angry at you, judging by his silence. As he turned to look at you, approaching himself, your eyes betrayed your emotions of guilt. Seeing you act this way, Hajime soon stroked your cheek and smiled softly. Don’t make that face. It’s just… I love you so much and I don’t want you thinking I like someone else.

You felt your heart swell with so much happiness as you melted into his sincere eyes. I love you too, Hajime…

Your lips met softly, tenderly. You felt him embrace you tightly, lacing his arms around your waist protectively, as if you were his and his only. Feeling love threatening to burst out of your chest, you wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him closer, sighing into the kiss blissfully.

Hearing you sigh as such was so attractive for Hajime. With a desire that only continued to grow more and more, he slipped in his tongue, surprising you as you gasped. Feeling his need for you, you hazily played with his tongue, feeling faint from such love.

You two had made out before, but it felt so different this time. It felt… crazy, uncontrollable, irresistible. Your hands descended and roamed his chest, feeling his muscles under his shirt. Hajime released a slight groan at your touch, biting your lip. Loving how he reacted to you, you smiled into the kiss, your fingers moving up to trail his neck slowly.

Lost in this haze of desire, Hajime softly held you close to him and descended the both of you on his bed, his lips never leaving yours.

Needing air, you both soon broke the kiss, panting from such intense lip-locking. Your eyes lost themselves in his and you noticed with dizzy bliss that they were filled with love. Soon enough, Hajime stared away with a blush on his cheeks, holding himself above you. I’m scared that I won’t…

Hearing his hesitation, you gazed at him inquiringly. That you won’t what?

Your dear boyfriend looked back at you with reluctance, slightly smiling. You’re too beautiful. I’m not sure I can hold myself back anymore…

Hearing him say those words made you so, oh so happy. You felt so desired, so loved by the only person who could make you feel this way. Returning his smile, you stroked his cheek, loving how soft his skin felt. You don’t need to.

Are you sure? He took your hand and planted a kiss on it lovingly.

Anything for you, Hajime. You closed your eyes, loving the feeling of his lips against the back of your hand.

You felt him descend and whisper into your ear softly, sending shivers through your body. I’ll be gentle.

A soft kiss against your neck made you shudder at the contact, gasping slightly. He made kisses rain down upon your jawline, your neck and your collarbone. A haze of love started to void your thoughts, as you started to moan the more he continued.

Hearing you shiver and voice out your appreciation made Hajime want you more and more. You soon felt his hands slip under your shirt achingly slowly, his touch sending tingles wherever he touched. Absolutely pleased with how he was touching you, you opened your eyes and met his, sighing with pleasure. With a sheepish smile, your fingers reached his tie and started to untie it.

Chuckling slightly at your boldness, Hajime kissed your forehead with affection. As you took off his tie and dropped it unto the floor, he felt a surge of desire flow through him as he pulled at one of the buttons of your shirt. Seeing you nod, he started to unbutton it slowly, planting soft kisses upon your lips occasionally.

Pieces of clothing were taken off, one at a time, and it felt all so natural. You loved how sweet and careful Hajime was. As you were now both bare of any clothes, you shyly stared at his defined muscles: you had felt them before, but you had never seen him this under dressed and neither did he for you. Your eyes soon set upon his hardened member and your cheeks immediately flushed. It was the first time you’ve seen it in real, and you felt slightly flustered.

Suddenly feeling insecure, you stared away, the realization that you both were naked sinking in. You tried to cover yourself with your arms, uncertainty evident in your traits. Seeing your sudden change of attitude, Hajime immediately knew the reason for this. He gently held your wrists and pulled them away from your body despite your slight protests, a soft smile forged on his lips. You’re beautiful, please don’t hide yourself.

Am I really…?

More than anyone else. And I’m so glad you’re mine.

Your heart melted at those sweet words; you gazed into his eyes with so much happiness. You knew he was the one. You had no hesitations anymore. I want you, Hajime… I want to give you my first time…

He was head over heels in love with you and you were making it very difficult for him to stop himself. Are you sure? We can wait if you want. He absolutely wanted you to be sure, so you wouldn’t regret it later.

Seeing the sincere love in your eyes as you nodded, Hajime was so, so elated. He had found the most precious person in the world. How could he have been so lucky? It’s my first time too, _____.

You couldn’t stop the happiness taking over your traits. Really…? I’m so happy…!

Seeing your adorable expression, Hajime kissed your temple delicately. He soon reached in one of his drawer’s night tables and took out a condom, a bit shyly. Um… We have to be safe…

You sheepishly looked at him. So, are you sure it’s your first time?

Hearing you doubt his statement destabilized him, which you found absolutely adorable. Yes, it is…! It’s just… I bought these, just in case we…

I know, Hajime. I love you. You happily kissed his nose, absolutely sure of the sincerity of those words.

Your dear lover kissed you back longingly and stared sweetly at you. I love you too, _____. He soon opened the sachet and took out the condom, staring curiously at it. You lifted yourself up on your elbows to observe it with similar sentiment. Hajime started to adjust it on his arousal and you lied back down, uncertain of how to feel.

As he was done, Hajime returned to you, holding himself above you once again. Your inexperience started to make you insecure. Hajime, I… I don’t know what to do…

Your uncertainty worrying him, he immediately kissed your cheek, retreating only a few inches away after. His eyes bore into yours and he whispered so sweetly to comfort you. I’m unsure too, but… all I know is that I love you.

Hearing such loving words melted your insecurity away. He was right: after all, it was both your first time. The essential was that you loved each other. You’re right… I’m all yours, Hajime.

As if to beckon him to go on, you shyly opened your legs for him, communicating all the love you had for him with your eyes. Seeing such a sight made his member grow harder: he could feel a haze of intense desire course through him. After planting a soft kiss on your lips, Hajime adjusted himself at your entrance.

A last gaze in your eyes searched for any signs of rejection or fear. Seeing none as you nodded with a smile, Hajime slowly, very gently entered you. It was a new feeling for the both of you: you felt your core being opened and he felt the walls of a beautiful flower for the first time.

As you felt slight pain, your traits grimaced slightly as you grunted. Hearing you in pain surprised and worried him: he immediately stopped and kissed your cheek, whispering with slight panic. Are you okay? Do you want me to stop?

You knew the pain was normal and you felt like it was a definite proof of love. You shook your head and cupped his face with your hands, kissing him with a sigh. No, continue please.

After assessing you were absolutely positive, Hajime continued his entrance, making sure to go at a very slow pace. You slowly got accustomed to the pain as your breaths escaped your lips more and more easily. As he was now fully inside you, Hajime didn’t move, peering into your expression for any signs of discomfort. You loved how sweet and worried your lover was. You were absolutely positive that he was the one: you felt your love for him grow even more.

It’s hard to… not move. Hajime whispered as he panted slightly, loving the feeling of your walls around him. You’re so perfect… At those words, your dear boyfriend reached out for your hands and laced his fingers with yours lovingly.

I love you so much, Hajime… You told him as you could feel your heart burst with passionate, infinite love. You strengthened your hold on his hands and nodded slightly with a blissful smile.

Noticing just how adorable you were, Hajime couldn’t help but press his lips passionately against yours, slipping in his tongue with desire. As you both played with each other’s tongues, you felt Hajime start to move out of you.

Hajime loved how good he felt inside you and, despite himself, he lost himself more and more in the hazes of pleasure as he hastened his pace. The remaining pain was muffled by your tongues’ intimate dance and soon turned into slight pleasure as he thrust slowly in and out of you. Feeling a tight knot form where his member rubbed you, moans started to escape your lips.

Loving the sound of your mewls, Hajime broke the kiss and nuzzled your neck, groaning with pleasure as he was now entering you at a quick pace. An instinctive desire for pleasure had settled itself in your mind as you unconsciously buckled your hips against his. Feeling how wet you had become and your cries becoming louder and louder, Hajime bit your neck softly, sighing: he loved feeling you, entering you.

As you felt an unfamiliar yet so pleasing feeling release itself from the knot, you cried out your dear lover’s name as you grasped his hands so tightly. Feeling your walls tighten around his arousal and his name escaping your lips in such a lewd manner, Hajime pounded into you as much as he could, trying to satisfy himself as much as he could from your core. A-Ah… __-_____, I’m going to…

Hajime thrust into you roughly one last time and released his seed into you, clenching your hands tightly against the bed, groaning out your name with so much desire and love.

Afterwards, as you both lied in the aftermath of your first time, you softly rubbed your thumbs against the back of his hands, pure bliss settled in all of your body. Slightly panting, Hajime kissed you lovingly with a slight smile. I’ll always be yours…

Me too, Hajime.

None of you regretted it. On the contrary, it was one of the most beautiful moments of your relationship. You loved each other so, so much, and that feeling was the strongest of all.