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Hmm.. i don't really know how to start now. I have to make things clear now i think that's the most important thing now. So first of all i want to thank you that you gave me confidence and gave me power to move on. If you weren't here for me or if we haven't met, then I'd have probably suicided weeks ago. And with this confidence you gave me, i can now believe that i'm someone on this planet, someone who has someone important, someone who has a goal. And to make these clear,i know that you like me, i know that i'm someone who you can tell everything that bothers you, i know that i'm someone who makes you happy, i know i'm someone whose gifts cheer you up, i know that i'm someone who means the most to you, and i know that it would really break you down if you would lose me. And i also want to let you know that you are not only the have the same attributes but a lot more <3 you mean so much for me and if i lost you, i dunno... And since i know all these and i believe them, i accept them because you gave me the confidence that i needed to believe these, i want to make the other thing clear which is that i'm someone with a goal, a really precious goal and i wish that everyone would have a goal like this and i can't appreciate it enough that god gave me the chance to have this goal. This goal consists of a lot of different things, but i want to tell you everything. I want to be next to your side so that i can support you with everything i can so that we could get through these together. I will work hard to keep you happy and to keep you going . i'll work hard so that we could be happy ones together and i will try everything i can to make you happy. I want to let you know that you're so important to me. I want to protect you from everything bad and want to get you up if you're on the ground. i'd be ready for everything and nothing will possibly stop me from this dream. And from now on, i will take it into consideration that you are a teenager and you are pretty sensitive about things and i promise i'll never make a joke with these things i said. And i also want to let you know some other things :) first of all, i want to absorb all your anger. You can just relieve all your stress on me. Be angry with me, hit me, slap me whatever, but relieve all your stress on me. i'd be more than happy. i'd also want to talk to you every once in awhile and i also would like to chat with you. And under chatting i mean real chatting. not only one word replies and just simple symbols. And lastly, i just want you to be happy <3

And now, i'm asking you this question, actually two, no only one xD no one and a half :D do you want to move on with me and how you want to do that? <3