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im not ok, i dont think i ever will, i found out today people i knew i told them abt my past and they told eachother with out me, shes doing this for attention, now i wish i stay quiet yk its like i can never let go and i get comfortable to easy thats why it hurt what my father did he hurt me to the point i can never go back likeimagine being told by ur mother fathers not comingto see you anymore then reading papers in the backseat saying he tryed to disown you, soit hurts but no matter i say how bad no one will understand only i can and now me and my mother are fighting and you know shes the last person i have im barley 11 and loosing everyone the only person im keeping safe rn is my dog everyone hates him but hes the only thing keeping me here rn but my 11 birthday was the worst my mother forgot it my councler had to tell her then my sisters or other family exept my grandma cared its just hard to see how many people look at kids and say spoiled brats when they dont know my past. they did know my father no did they know my mother no did they know anything. no.