Notes

It's been 18 weeks since we last talked... kinda sucks that we ended on bad terms ngl but I have so much to say to you and so much was left unsaid. Tbh I loved u I fr did and I thought u loved me but u would only say it and never actually show it, I feel like we completely wasted 4 months because all of that was just pointless because u never cared and I could tell by the way that u treated me which was so bad n shity but I loved u n everyone told me about how bad u were for me and how toxic our relationship was but I ignored it because I loved u Angel I really did but u only took advantage of me for that and I wish u could tell me why cuz all that did was fuck me up so bad and we spent 4 months talking and texting each other every day and ik we weren't perfect but we never gave up even when we were with other ppl we would still text every day and I would always talk to your friends about how much I liked you and you were the first person I actually wanted a future with because you were my first love but man shit went wrong n you blocked me and since then we haven't said a single word to each other not even a stare not anything at all but before u blocked me you threw away our 4 months of talking and you gave up on me and left me for someone who didn't even want you or care for you like I did but you did all that without thinking since then things haven't been the same and we never got back together after that. You have and always will hold a special place in my heart even though I know you will never come back but thank you for all the good parts of our relationship