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I hate my life sometimes I winna kill myself because of my dSd in myK mom I hate when my mom is together with my dad he always hits my in treats my weird when my moms not around he hits me if i hit a person back he always tell my mom I'm ok when I'm crying in saying im fake crying the reason i cry its because OF YOU I HATE HATE HIM I HATE HIM he make ME winna hurt him our kill he the worst he always treats me diff around people then he cheats on my mom with punch in Makayla then my mom she just act like she e don't care she still talk to him say she love him in say goodnight did not block him leave him she still comes to see him does nasty with him kiss him i just hate my life why it's so hard in difficult now what's it like to get abused all my friends gets abuse in understand now i dont like a man in my life like this I HATE MY LIFE I HATE I HATE PLAESE CAN SOMETHING AT LEAST CHANGE LIKE BREAK THEM UP BREAK THEM UP BREAK THEM BREAK THEM UP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I PLEASESSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM LIRTTY IN TEARS CYING IN PAIN LEGS CROSSED THINKING WHY JUST WHY THIS HAVE TO HAPPEND LISENEEDING TO LIGHTS ARE ON SAD MUSIC TO JUST BOST MY MOOD UPP ITS NOT WORKING I JUST CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT IM TRYING TO GET THIS STUFF IN MY HEAD STUFF IS ALLREADY HAPPING MY ANXITY IS HAPPENIG A LOT IN HE ALWAYS CUSS TO ME HE JUST MAKES ME WANNA HURT MY SELF THE ONLY PERSON THT MAKES ME HAPPY WHEN THIS HAPPENDS IS HERSHEY IN GOD OUR JESUS IN MY MO SOMETHIMES I ALWAYS HAVE DREAMS ABOUT THIS SOMETIMES I JUST WANNA SCREAM IT TO BOTH TO THEM BUT HES GOING HIT ME IN WHEN I SAY ENOUGH IS A ENOUGH !!!!!! THE THINGS HE SAY WHEN I TELL MY MOM WANTS HER PHONE BCK HE SAY NO SHE NOT GETING IT BACK THEN MY MOM SAYS SHE GOING GET WHEN SHE GO TO HIS HOUES I FEEL LIKE HES GOING TO HURT HER THIS MAKES M CRY THE MOST I DONT WANT MY MOM TO MASE HIM OUR NOTHING I DONT WANT MY MOM TO GO TO JAIL I JUST FFEEL LIKE I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE ABOUT THIS THAT WONT TELL NOBPDY KEEPS ABETWEEN ME THE THE PERSON THAT I TOLD ALL ABOUT THIS I JUST DONT LIKE HIM TOTCHING ME I DONT LIKE BOY TOTCHING ME OUR BEATING ME IN THE BACKSEAT LIKE THE LAST TIME OUR SCARTCHING ME ON MY FACE IN MAKEING A LONG LINE SIDE OF MY LIP ITS JUST SAD HOW MY LIFE WAS HAPPY NORMAL TILL MY COUSIN MOSTLY LIKE A SISTER TO ME LEAVE ME IN GO MOVE AWAY THEN HE GOT OUT OF JAIL IN ALL THIS HAPPEN I WAS SO HAPPY TILL HE DID THIS THEN SAYS HE WANNA TAKE ME IN MY BESTIE TO DISNY NO IN MY BESTIE KNOWS HE DO THIS SHE WENT THROUGH THIS BEFORE SHE UNDERSTANDS SHES THE ONLY ONE I TLAK TO HER ABOUT EVERYTIME I COME TO HIS HOUES WITHOUT MY MOM I CRY IM SAD CRY ON THE PHONE WITH HER IN THE DARK IN TELL HER I WANNA GO HOME I WANNA GO HOME!!!!!! THEN WHEN IM THERE IN AT SCHOOL WITH MYFRIENDS I BE SO HAPPY IM HOME WHE I GET OOF SCHOOL I LAY DOWN WITH HER OUR LAUGH WITH HER IN JOKE A AROUND WITH MY MOM IN EVEN WE DO THAT WHEN IM ON THE WAY TO SCHOOL I JUST WISH I HAD A DAD THE DONT DO THIS THAT CARES ABOUT ME IN MY MOM DONT CHEAT JUST A HAPPY FA,ILY A BABY SISTER OUR BORTHER IN A DAD MOM IN PRE TEEN WICH IS ME IN A BACKYARD MATCHING OUTFITS YOUTUBE CHANNEL LIKE THAT THATS MY ONLY WISH MY CHIRSTMAS WISH I JUST WANT A FAMILY LIKE THAT IM TIRED OF TIKTOK FAMILYS HAVEING A GOOD TIME IN YOUTUBE FAMILY CHANNELKS POP UP I HATE IT I BEEN STAYING UP WAITING FOR MY MOM TO GET ME FOR EVRE IN IM GOING TO KNOCK ON THE DOOR IN CRY TO MY MOM I SAY MOM CAN I SLEEP WITH U PLEASE I STAYED UP ALL NIGHT WAITIN FOR U IMA SEE U IN THE MORING GOODNIGHT LUVV U 3;57AM AT NIGHT