Notes

I had a dream that I went with Mike to a magnificent trip on a huge sheep from Florida to Cancun. I remembered in my mind I said that´s not really what I´m looking for. Later on I will discover why I said that. Also I read through a phrase: Alternatively you´d be delighted to go to Japan or Europe more than this huge boat. Anyway we get in the cruiser and we said let´s loo at what our options are in here. So we go into a huge room where a Concierge can show us around all the different activities. He start off mentioning all the pools that we can find out, when suddenly we listen look out. Afterwards the only thing I remembered is that I was alone in the middle of the sea on a small boat. I remembered I was well aware of my concerns. One was that the water and food indicates one month of supplies if I was really measured. I start thinking about how are things with all the other personas that were on the cruiser. Their situation in comparison to my current one should be better. I start crying because I want to see Mike, my family, my friends and I was green to start living alone on a boat by myself. Then I said to me, you have to put yourself together because maybe you are going to see them soon. So resent data indicates that if you find a purpose for living things are smooth. So I made a quick recap of the important things that maintain a person on good shape, if I do exercise, I meditate, I have a positive thinking, I create a routine, I try to move to land, I think on something bigger than me than can help me I will make it. I start marking each day on the boat, it´s been 15 days and definitely that wasn´t and ideal solution. I start having conversations with someone or something that can help me. I start saying I was given your details by magic please help me to find my beloved ones. Another 15 days have passed trough and I was still there with me as the unique entertainment resource. I can resist 3o more days of food and water because at that time I wasn´t hungry as I used to be on my ordinary life. Story continues... Because I´m here more alive than ever, supporting people and giving conferences. I found Mike and my family, but that is for another story.