Notes

I don't know how to start a writting a something I don't know Lovely,
O well, Here goes everything or nothing? Not sure, darling..
You do know you mean, like everything to me, right? You're probably not going to understand why, or how.. It's okay, No one really does, ever. Please Don't think it's because "Looks, appearnce etc ( voice )"
No, you're really lovely and Sweet, from the inside, I would do anything for you, cutie x
I gave you my number, and (you might not know this) I had lots of arguements about you, I told you something that no one ever knew, something I'm scared to even tell to Khloe or anyone. You're one of the people that I truly opened up to.. There was and there is, only two. You, and lovely Khloe,
You're everything that I still have, I don't want you to leave like she did, I don't want to see you fade away and I didn't try to help, I want you to be happy, I would do anything, Liam.
You're really lovely.
You're everything that I still have,
and,
AND,
as you know I can't move on, never did, really,
I don't really know what to talk to you about, I NEVER REALLY DID. I just am that awkward mother fucker that comes like ayo whats up........ -awkward silence-
I never have answers that are good enough, I'm never good enough anyway
I want you to be the happiest mother fucker ever known,
Not worrying about anything, not caring, just being happy,
That would make me happy, That would satisfy me. <3

ONE CUTIE QUOTE:
Do not try to be pretty. You weren’t meant to be pretty; you were meant to burn down the earth and graffiti the sky. Don’t let anyone ever simplify you to just “pretty.”

ANOTHER ONE:
“I get jealous and have a short temper and I get quite clingy. But I promise no one will ever love you like me.”
THE "ANOTHER ONE" is about the thing that happened today, I'm really sorry about me acting that way.

Oh and also, as you said;
" I would cuddle you till we fall asleep, then wake up still cuddling xx"
Thats the cutest thing I heared/read in ages, honestly

Love you, Liam, you're such a rl babe xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

and;
a quote that I'm going to say something about after it;

“Everyone’s just looking for reasons to wake up and get out of bed, some do it for nothing but a kiss, perhaps a cup of coffee, others have a harder time; no train to catch, no hand to hold, no reasons at all.”

You're my reason SS: this is awkward but yeah o well, what can I do.