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Aaj me tujhe sab kuch bolta hu... Me tujhse naraj kabhi nhi hota hu..... Bas mujjhe acha nhi lgta jab tu kahti h ki mujhe baat krna band krde..... Time waste kabhi nhi hota mera jab tujhse baat krta hu... Agar time waste hota hi to me tujhse baat kyu krta... Aur tujhse jyada trust to kisi par nhi mere papa mummy ko chod kar.... Mene aman ke alava kisi ko password nhi btaya h fb ka.. Na hi bhaiya didi ko.... Aman ko to btaya kyuki usko chat dekhni thi apni... Aur tujhe btaya h sirf.. Mene mere dosto par bhi trust kra tha bhut but unhone tod diya... Sirf aman aur tune bachake rakh rkha h..... Aaj muskan ka bhi matter khatm krta hu.... Tu bolti h na mujhe bta... To yeh le...... Suru me kvs aya tha tab na to kisi ladki ko jsnta tha na dekha tha.... Phir drawing ki baat ayi to pehle muskan ka hi pta chla tha.... 8 tak muskan was good aur ka to me dhyan rkhta bhi nhi tha... Pehle kya gf aur ka shok tha mujhe... Sirf tujhe bta rha hu..... To abhi bhaiya h jo yahi rehte h akku bhaiya... Voh apni gf se baat kr rhe the phone pe raatko to to phir bhaiya ne mujhse puch liya class me kon achi lagti h... Mujhe bhut force kra tha... Phir mene muskan ka naam btaya tha...... Phir voh chidana start hue the uske naam se..... Coincidently.... School me bhi sab start ho gye..... Phir kya.. Mujhe to mann me mja ata tha hi... But phir voh bhaiya vala case hua ki unhone shadi karli thi bhaag ke.... Yeh thodi jyada lambi kahani h... To phir mera girlfriend se vishwas hi uth gya... Uske baad gf ke bare me sochna hi band kr diya mene.... No muskan no girls..... Phir 9 me start hui aman aur meri baate.... 9 se pehle to dinesh krta tha baat... Me uske baare me btana jaruri nhi samajhta.. Aman aur mujhme dosti achi ho gyi.... To me aman ko tere naam se chedta tha kyuki mere paas rumours aye the... Mujhe to mja ata tha.... Mujbe nhi pta tha ki muskan dekhlegi aur tujhe btayegi.... Yeh bhi nhi pta tha tum ache dost ban gye is school me.... Phir shayad tune aman se baat kri thi to usne mujhe btaya tha.... Usne mujhe bola ki 'aaj to mja aya... Sonal se baat kri' to me to esi cheejo me interest hi bhut leta hu..... Phir tera birthday tha...... To start kri tum dono ne baat aur tune request bheji hi thi.... Phir tujhe wish kra mene...... Agle din school se aye the..... Me tere bare me kuch nhi janta tha... Lekin itna jarur pta tha tu mujhse baat jarur kregi.... To school se ate hi pehle dekha tu online h kya.... Jab online thi to mene kuch share kra taki tujhe pta chale me online hu.... Jese hi share kra... Tera msg aya voh bhi excuse tha ki galti se aa gya.... Chal voh to pta tha mujhe..... Phir tujhse baat kri... Thoda irritate kra tujhe... Thoda tujhe test kra.... Phir pta chal gya tu achi h..... Aur mujhe tab hi pta chal gya tha ki tu aman se kam baat kregi aur mujhse jyada.... Phir muskan ki ayi request... Ab me to shock!!....esa kese ho gya...... Jo aajtak mere muh nhi lagi uski request... Lekin mene add nhi kiya... Add krta to side me dost bethe h...... Usi din party bhi thi to muskan ne sabko request bheji thi..... Sab pehle se hi ulta soch chuke the uske bare me to mene bhi add nhi kra.... But ek msg to krna hi tha :p..... To kardiya....... Phir uska reply to me to aur khush ho gya...... Baat kri to pta chal gya ki sonal aur muskan ek jesi hi hai... Mujhe itna pta tha tum dono pat jaoge mujhse.... Agar mujhe ptana hota to... But no gf so not interested.... To muskan se baat to kri hi thi... Mja bhi aya but yeh baat dusro ko pta chali to muskan vapis badnaam.... Paiso ke liye pata rhi h aditya ko.... To bas no muskan..... Ab tujhse baat hui..... Tujhe mene jana.. Tab mujje pta chla ki tu bhi mast rhne vali h..... Sirf tujhe btaya h yeh aur kisi ko nhi... Na hi kisi family memeber ko..... Tujhe pta h mujhe chat krne me kiske saath mja ata h.... Jab agla khud interest le rha ho...... Mene aman se baat kri tab voh interest leta tha.... Me 'ok' kehta to voh kuch na kuch msg send krta tha baad me jese ki 'aur bta'...... Rajat aur mere friends se ki.... Mene likha' ok' then no response....... Tujhse kri to phir tu interested thi.... Tab mujhe mja ane lga tere se chat krne me...... Tu hai to meri jesi... Me to khud hi dusro se chat krte rhta hu... Likhte rhta hu 'aur bta' but koi krta hi nhi.... Tu hi h... Jese ki me likhta hu 'kuch h hi nhi baat krne ko' to kamse kam tu yeh nhi bolti ko baadme baT kre... Tu mujhse baat krn chahti h.... Yahi bhut h yaar... Isliye tu mujhe achi lagti h... Aur rahi baat real gf ki.... Voh to kabhi nhi hoga... Chahe muskan hi propose krde.... Aur ab to tu best friend ban gyi h... Me janta hu.. Tu darrti h ki meri koi gf ban gyi to... Jese ki muskan....tu tension mat le.. Ab koi nhi banegi... Muskan ban skti h to sirf friend.... Ab tu h best friend voh bhi forever vali..... Ab tu chahe kuch bhi puch skti h.... Kuch bhi.... Saaf answer dunga tujhe.... Tu mujhe khti h na ki muskan ko msg kr.... Me to khud hi chahta hu...... But me control rkhta hu..... Aur me yeh bhi janta hu ki tu yeh padhne ke baad sochegi ki me muskan ko pasand krta hu... Yeh baat sach h.... But ab tune mujhe impress kra h na ki usne.... Tune chance maar liya..... To ab me muskan ko dnhi dekhna chahta.... Ab samajh gyi kyu nhi dekhna chahta.... Lekin real gf to tu bhi nhi ban skti... Ab gf to restrcted hai meri life me.... Seedhi arrange marriage hai... Ab yeh sirf tujhe braya h mene.... Aur kisi ko nhi....... Ab tu soch skti h tu kitni special hai mere liye... Ab jahe jo puchna h puch.... Yeh hai mera secret jo tujhe share krdiya.... Sab puchte h na... Kon pasand h.... Answer yeh hai ki.... Muskan pasand thi but ab kam pasand hai.... Lekin hai to sahi.. Aur sonal to muskan se aage nikal gyi.... To no doubt sonal hai.. But ab thodi muskan to rhegi.. Sry iske liye.... Ab puchle kuch puchna h voh....aakhir me... Mera dil halka ho gya....... Tune le liya mere dil ka bojh... Thank you