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HI MY NAME IS KY'AONNA AND I WRITE OR TYPE MY PAIN AWAY WHEN IM DEPRESED OR WHEN I GO BACK TO THE MEMIORIES I HAD WITH HIM AND I LISTEN TO MUSIC I NEVER REALLY TALK ABOUT IT BEACUSE SOMETIMES IM SCARED OR IM JUST INSUCRE TO TELL OTHER PEOPLE ANOUT MY FELLINGS AND SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE I COULD TELL HIM ABOUT MY PROBLEMS BUT NOW I CAN'T BECAUSE IM NOT WITH HIM AND IT HURTS THAT I DON'T TALK TO HIM ANYMORE I FEEL SO EMPTY WITHOUT HIMI JUST WISH HE WOULDVE THOUGHT ABOUT HOW I WAS GOING TO FEEL BUT NIGGAS AIN'T GON GIVE A FUCK HOW YOU FEEL UNLESS HE REALLY CARE ABOUT YOU AND SOMETIMES YOU NOT GON GET TRUST AND BELIVE FROM ME I BE TRYING TO FOCUS ON SOMETHING ELSE BUT IT'S HARD WHEN YOU REALLY LIKE SOMEONE OR LOVE SOMEONE AND YES I'M A SIMPE LOL BUT YE FEMALES TRY AND FOUCS ON YOURSELF THAN THESE NIGGAS CUS ALL THEY GON DO IS FUCK ANOTHER BITCH OR BREAK UP WITH YOU THATS WHY I NEED ME A NIGGIA WHO LOVES ME THE WAY I AM NO MATTER HOW I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING OR HOW I AM I HONSLTY FEEL LIKE HE BROKE UP WITH ME BECAUSE HE SAY I'M CRAZY AND IM BIPOLOR BUT NIGGAS THESE DAYS BE ASKING FOR CRAZY FEMALES BUT IT'S NOT EVEN THE BREAK UP IV'E BEEN DEPRESED LATELY AND WHEN IM GOIGN THRU THAT THEN PLUS BREAK UP IT'S ALOT WITH ME BUT IM TRYING TO GET IT TO GET IT TOGETHER SO IT WON'T KILL ME OR I JUST BE IN A BLACK HOLE BUT IM TRYING AND I WANT TO LET PEOPLE WHO DEPRESED DO WHAT YOU LIKE DOING INSTEAD OF DOING SOMETHING YOU DONT LIKE DOING BECAUSE THAT CAN ALSO CUASE YOU TO HAVE PROBLOMES BUT IM FINNA GO LOVE YALL