Notes

You complain about working. You give me the feeling that you think im not doing my part because im not working. You dont appreciate the fact that I am soley taking care of the kids excluding bills. I wake up everyday taking care of our children. waking them up, washing them, Getting them dressed, taking christian to school and picking him up from school. Helping Skylar meet her milestones. I also clean up a filthy house everyday and also cook you a meal everyday. I'm also a student a full time student online. So what's missing a job? Well, because I have to take christian to school everyday and also pick him up because ,we decided because of his lack of communication due to his autism we would prefer him to be a car rider versus a bus rider, I am limited to working during the day and also because we decided skylar is too young to be in daycare. I am limited to work during the day. So you want me to work at night? So i work at night then have to turn around and take christian to school and pick him up and still watch skylar during the day, cleann the house and also cook a meal everyday and still maintain my school work. and also split bills 50/50 with you. What does that sound like to you? A single mother that is still helping out her partner. I will be moving like a single mom but also helping provide. When all you have to do is work come home watch the kids for 3 to 4 hours until I get off work and relieve you. How is that fair? I am getting tired of the complaining, I am getting tired of the blaming. We decided to have two kids, You know that we dont have any support outside of each other in Georgia, yet you decided to plant your roots in georgia but then get upset when you have to work and provide. Making it seem like what i do is inadequate to what you do. I do my part and I do a damn good job of it. It is hard balacing school kids and home and still not even having time for myself. I'm giving myself to the kids and then giving myself to you. When am i able to fill my own cup, I dont do anything for me that fulfills me. Your not emotionally available, you lack intimacy (physically and mentally) All you do is provide. You come across like as long as I pay the bills you doing what you need to do. I'm at the point where im like fuck it. i'll work but dont expect to get everything else. because you dont give me everything else. All you do is work and when you come home literally everything is handed to you. You have a clean house, the kids are taking care of, you have a meal on the table and you have a woman that is willing to satisfy you in the bed room and none of that matters because i'm not helping with bills. It seems as if you are looking for a roommate because thats what your use to. You are use to splitting bills and not having full responsibility of a household. I dont understand what you want. Because what your asking for is literally putting me in a situation where im not going to need you for anything. And when I say need Im saying If I am in the position where im providing, Im taking care of children, Im cooking and cleaning, Im a full time student, then what are you needed for? what are you doing that I couldnt do on my own. That alone will show me Im better off alone. In a marriage its a give and take. You fulfill what the other person lacks. You provide so I help with what you cant help with. the kids, the home, the food. Im doing what you arent able to get to because your busy providing.