Notes

IM NEVER SMART I WA ALWAYS DUMB AND STUPID ASLO I WISH I WAS NEVER A LIVE MY PARENTS TREAT ME LIKE TRASH AND EVERY ONE ELSE ALSO I HAVE BEEN HAVING SO MANY PROBLEMS I TRIED TO BE HAPPY AND NOT BE SAD BUT I CAN'T BE DFAKING BEING WITH A SMILE I HEAT MY LIFE SO MUCH I WISH I WAS WITH ANOTHER FAMILY CUSS THIS FAMILY THERES ALWAYS PROBLEMS AND ARGUISE AND FIGHTS AND IM DONE WITH THIS SHIT IM NOT TO HAPPY ABOUT SCHOOL BUT ILL GET AT LEAST AWAY FROM MY PARENTS I MIGHTR NOT BE SMART OR OTHER THINGS BUT AT LEAST I TRY BUT MY PARENTS DONT THINK I COULD DO IT AND THAT MAKES ME SO SAD TO HEAR I JUST WISH I HADE A THEREPIST THAT I COULD TELL HER ANYTHING BUT NO MY PARENTS THING IM DUMB AND STUPID CUSS IM ALWAYS ON MY PHONE AND CUMPUTER BUT THAT DOSENT CHANGE ANYTHING ALSO I WISH I HAD SOMEONE TO TELL THEM ABOUT MY DAY AND WHAT PROBLEMS I HAVE AND WHAT I BEEN THRO I BEEN TO SCARED TO STANND UP TO MY PARENTS BUT OTHER PPKL ARE NOT I JUST THOUGHT THEY WOULD CHANGE BUT NO THEY ARE STILL THE SAME PPL I KNOW I JUST WANT I FAMILY AND FAMILY THAT DOESENT BRING DRAMA OR OTHR TIPE OF THINGS I HEAT THAT AND IT HEARTS ME MORE THAT NUN OF MY FAMILY OR TEACHERS THINK IM LYING AND MAKING THINGS UP BUT IM NOT AND EVERY NIGHT I CANT SLEEP OF JUST THINKING OF THAT MY HOLE LIFE I WAS GROWING UP LIKE THAT AND I SEEN OTHER FAMILYS HAPPY AND NOT DEALING WITH DTRAMA OR OTHER THINGS AND I HEAT THAT EVEN MY FAMILY DOESENT WANT ME OR CARE ABOUT HOW MY DAY WAS OR HOW I BEEN OR HOW I WAS DOING THEY JUST CARE ABOUT LIZ ONE OF MY COUSINS OR SOMEGTHING LIKE THAT WHEN SHE IS HEAR THEY TREAT ME LIKE TRASH AND THAT HURTS SOMETIMES I WONDER WHY AM I SO DUMB AND STUPID FOR NOT REALIZING THAT IVE BEEN GROWING UP LIKE THIS MY HOLE LIFE AND I HEAT THAT SO MUCH IT SUCKS THAT EVERY NIGHT WHEN I TRY TO SLEEP I CANT ITS JUST SO HEARTBRACKING I WISH I JUST HAD SOMEONE THAT UNDERSTANDS ME AND GETS ME BUT NO EVERYDAY AND EVERYTIME MY PARENTS ARE SCREAMING AT ME FOR NO REASIN AND I HEAT THAT SO MUCH I WISH I WAS NEVER BORN I JUST HEAT THAT MY ON FAMILY THINKS IM A DISAPOINTING IM JUST SUCH IN IDIOT WHY DID I REALIZE THIS SUNER I JUST DONT LIKE THAT MY PARENTS ARE LIKE THAT WITH ME ALSO SOMETIME I FEEL LIKE ,MY DAD ISINT MY DAD I FEEL LIKE HES MY STEP DAD NOT MY REAL DAD IF I WOULD TELL THIS TO OTHER FAMILYS PROBABLY THEY WOULD UNDERSTAND ME AND GET ME BUT I DONT THINK THEY WOULD DO THAT THAT SUCKS BUT IT IS WHAT IT IS I JUST DONT LIKE THAT BUT THERES NOTHING I COULD DO . :( SAD FACE
BY: DESTINY
AUGUST 9 AT 10:35
STAY SAFE OUT THEIR PPL STAY SAFE I HOPE SOMEONE WILL UNDERSTAND ME SOMETIMES BUT THERES
NOTHING I COULD DO BUT I STILL HAVE A LOT OF THINGS IN MY HEAD AND IN MY BRAIN THAT HURT ME SO
MUCH BUT ITS FINE THERES NOTHING I COULD DO TO STOP IT. :( SAD FACE.