Notes

i have so many goals in life right now. its mostly what i think about. i have learned that anything can be easy to say but never do. if only everything was as easy as said. anyway the one thing keeping me going is dance. it makes me feel free, i forget everything around me and express myself while dancing. for me its so easy, as a baby i loved music and my body did as well and now m super picky with music. MY least regret is starting classes around 8 0r 7 and while i kept growing my talent did as well. I was always shy being the spot light while dancing but i realized how amazing my talent really is. I love hearing what others have to say about me now. I worked hard enough for everything others say is always good. If i didnt train at home as well i woudnt be as good. I stayed consitent and for that reason i saw improvement. i still have ups and downs but whats life without them. the little voice in my head goes thru a lot honestly. So many questions i ask myself, positive or negative so much to make me overthink. Thank god for music. My body and music have this amazing connection that stops everything around me plus that little voice in my head. Dancers go thru something vey hard mentally and physically thats hard to explain. No matter what style a lot of poeple will think the same about my sport. I hate the mentallity some have about dance. some just think we dance to imrove. but there is so much we go thru to be better. The pain, the suddent urge of just giving upand so much more. while im saying this why dont i just quit if i keep complainning. Never will i quit even if i have to go thru the hardest things that no one will get if they havent experienced it. there will never be an easy road, in my head u have to go the hard way to become stronger, And as a dancer u can never be weak. I wanted to become a dancer and was ready to not take the easy road and discover what dancers really go thru to look amazing on stage. I dont regret anything even after all the complainning i can do. there will always be hard times in the things u love.