Notes

I remember all our laughs. I remember every single detail. Is this the kind of love they call secret? you cry at night , you stalk social media profiles, you think about him every day and every night, while he doesnt even remember hanging out with u. Is this what they call pain? cause thats the feeling i tought id forgotten. and here it comes again. And sure all of your friends dont find the one u love attractive , but to you they are the most gorgeous person every. Anything they do, cute. But what is true love if its one sided? like maybe one day ill randomly run into you. Maybe u wont recognise me, maybe youll say hi. But what bigger pain that you being nothing to the person that's everything to you? What bigger pain than not seeing the person u cant live without for months. what bigger pain than the one you love not knowing u love them? and sure u say then tell them .. but its not that damn easy, cause if he doesnt love me back, im not sure i can handle that pain. im pretty sure it'll destroy me and make my life worst. So if the one u love magicly decided to love you back, charish it cause you like the luckyest person on this planet filled with pain </3