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i feel like no body understands me or understands why i act the way i do i feel like no one knows the real me... this generation sucks man.. whats the point in venting to someone they are just gonna turn around and use it against you.. i feel like all my friends secretly hate me.. or fine me annoying. i feel like they dont get me at all i already lost 3 friendships this year.. i just want 2 end it all cause if i do people would be happier i feel like im just better off alone im losing everyone one bye one im just so tired of everything and everyone im tired of trying..im mentally and physical alone and i feel like no one will ever understand me. im there for everyone else but whos gonna be here for me....... im just so done i hate getting close to people cause all i do is just ruin it... i just wish someone was here for me like im there for everyone else.. im this close to going ghost and physical tired and i hate saying that im okay when i am not okay this is why i wish i went to sleep n never wake up........ i hope 2023 is a better year....... but unti then im thinking about making a beautiful as sunset for yall............. by rollie