Notes

This is my confession of my true feelings for this one girl. What's her name you may ask? Well before i tell you that let me confess my feelings because bro im in love. I met her June 23rd when meeting her it was through a facetime call with someone i just met the day before aka lily. When joining the call we all just clicked lily me and this one other girl. Fast foward me and that girl actually start to have feelings for eachother and we feel as if we may actually have something going point is she is the most perfect prettiest girl i have ever seen i mean i love this girl so much and would do anything for her she is so fucking nice and is literally a mini mi i love talking to her being with her spending time with her i love everything and anything that has to do with her she makes me feel ways no other person has she puts a smile on my face no one else could i am in love with this girl. This girl will do anything for me just as i would she facetimes me anytime she gets the chance and text me all day everyday she sends me pics and is so comftorable with me. I am so lucky to have met this girl and not only meet her but be able to date her be with her have her shes mine and only mine and im so lucky for that. Her name is bella and im in love with her i mean in love. I obsess over her i care for her i want her and have her. Anyways im just talking to talk now Bella i love you i love you and only you i dont want anyone else but you the problem is im still with melany and i cant just leave her but doing her like this is wrong. She is obsess with me she loves me cares for me wants me and thats the problem i dont feel the same way for her but what can i do tell her i moved on found someone else tell her i cheated on her i cant do that to her because it will make me feel as if im the worst person to exist and i dont want to feel that way i feel bad for what im doing to her but i dont want here i want belly i want Bella and always have so now im just confused on what to do im not sure if i should tell her or just continute to do what ive been doing idk man but what i do know is that i want bella not her so im just lost anyways im happy rn i think sometimes i miss cali but then again it was for the best i guess i dont know i learned to accept what has happened and realized everything happens for a reason so there is not much i can do but all im going to say is i want bella with all my heart i want her and only her imma finish this by saying im so happy i met bella and couldnt be happier shes in my life now my life :)