Notes

verse1:
(0:26)
Everyday same shit
Everyday same things
Everyday everyday
Everyday same beliefs, nothing changes
It's like living in hell
But without any villains
Cause in this hell
Everyone thinks that Im the satan
And I don't have a soul, cause I can't feel anything at all
This society is so fucked up
Telling everybody how they should live their life
It's like I try to be someone I'm not
It's like I try to fit in with these shitty people
Who don't care bout my mental health
It's so tiring to be me
I wish that you could see
How much it hurts my brain cells
To hear every smallest sound so loud
Im In the corner with my hand on my mouth
Standing, thinking, overthinking and rethinking
Every little thing, so I know what you think

chorus:
(1:09)
Im tired of myself
Wish I could leave this hell
Feeling like Im living in a cage
They don't understand my pain
Kill the voices in my head
That tells me Im insane, Im insane
and im fucked up in the brain

verse2:
(1:35)
Yeah Im fucked up in the brain
And all my friends are fake
They don't see my pain
You wanna know who Am I now?
I feel like Im living in the dark
Can't step out of my shadow
No matter how hard I try
I just can't stop bleeding
And your always leaving
Can't you see that
In this world I clearly don't belong
Hearing voices in my head
Screaming, crying, punching walls
they say
"Don't think about it, I'ts okay"
If it's okay, tell me why
Everybody cries late at nights
Thinking about how much they wanna die
Sorry, I don't wanna listen to your problems
Cause Im not the one who needs to solve em
Say Im selfish, that's the point
Cause everybody leaves and hurts you more
But nobody hurts me, like I hurt myself

chorus:
(2:18)
Im tired of myself
Wish I could leave this hell
Feeling like Im living in a cage
They don't understand my pain
Kill the voices in my head
That tells me Im insane, Im insane
and im fucked up in the brain

verse3:
When I grab a bottle
And drink it all the way down
The voices in my head
Screaming "help me now"
I don't feel a single thing
Suddenly I don't know how to breath
Now I really feel like Im insane
Im I insane?
This world freaks me out
Everybodys miserable , everybody wanna die
People want someone who can
Understand their fucked up mind
But I want someone to tell me that
Im not insane
And what Im doing is fucking great
People come, people go
Even if its not what you want
You can't hide forever in your room
You need to face your fears
Before they haunt you
You need to wipe your tears
Before they drown you
You need to calm down
Before everything falls down

chorus:
Im tired of myself
Wish I could leave this hell
Feeling like Im living in a cage
They don't understand my pain
Kill the voices in my head
That tells me Im insane, Im insane
and im fucked up in the brain