Notes

Jennifer? I love you more than free Wifi. That's all I wanted to say. Thanks.
Just kidding hahaha „smile“-Emoticon
I just wanted to say thank you because you mean so much to me. Because you make me smile when I'm sad. Do you know the song Flashlight by Jessi J? Well, the text reminds me of you. "Cause you're my flashlight." You are my flashlight, when the darkness is all around me. "I wanna start, by letting you know this. Because of you my life has a purpose. You helped me be who I am to day, I see myself in every word you say. Sometime it feels like nobody gets me, trapped in a world where everyone hates me, there's so much that I'm going through, I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you."
It's so hard for me to describe in words how much I love you. How much I need you! And that's the reason why I use these songs.
"You've got that smile. That only heaven can make, I pray to god every day that you keep that smile. You're my dream. There's not a thing I won't do, I'll give my life up for you, you're my dream."
This song. It's just perfect for my feelings for you. Okay, I know this is crazy, but it's the truth!
I just want to let you know, that you're not alone, you know?
The life as an actress can be hard, I think. And maybe sometimes you have the feeling that everything is wrong, that's the reason why we're doing this. We all here. We love you, Jennifer. We're here for you, always and forever.
Even when you don't know me, you make me smile, everyday. Your character is gold and since I saw you in the hunger games, I knew, this girl... She's my true love! You're such an amazing actress and you're so talented!
Even when you're not right here next to me. You're here for me. More than anyone else. You helped me when no one else did.
"When everything falls apart your arms hold me together. When everything falls apart you're the only hope for this heart."
In this world there are so many girls like me, fangirls. For you and other actors it must be very weird to see young girls fangirling over a real person. And yes, maybe it's crazy. But i think we all love this crazy part about us, and I love you so much for who you are. I think I don't speak only for me! I don't know why I write this letter, it's hard to get the attention from an actor or an actress, but that's okay. It's not about getting attention, it's about letting you know how much you mean to me and how wonderful you're as an actress, as person.
Sometimes I'm so sad, about the fact that I will never see you in person. That I can never talk to you like you're one of my friends. It hurts every time i see you laughing. But then I remember how lucky I am to have you as an idol, and the pain is gone for a while. People ask me "if you could change knowing here, if you could forget her and the pain, would you do it?" The answer is no. Not in thousand years. I don't regret a second! I'm so happy for every day I know you. For every day I can see you smile „smile“-Emoticon
Thanks for being in my live
So I keep on dreaming that I will meet you in person one day. To tell you in person how much you mean to me. To see you smiling for real. So maybe one day you will see this
And remember; if you ever feel alone. "Just close your eyes, the sun is going down. You'll be alright, no one can hurt you now come morning light. You and I'll be safe and sound."
I love you so much. So so so much!
I love you to Pluto and back. Pluto isn't even a planet so it's infinity.
Jennifer Lawrence? It's a honor to have you in my life. THANK YOU
Happy Birthday Jennylou (this nickname is cute, okay..)
Love, @joshifersreal (Twitter)