Notes

Every day lil by lil am startin to know how to live without you, this year sense it started it been more time being apart that being together, mostly all this year we havent been together at all as a couple and god is provin me that probably what i feel for you is not love is just a friendship that i got use to it sense it been so long sense we meet and beein talkin eachother, I just got use to it of us seein eachother everyday and doin everythin together, and this past months i been alone and meetin people it havent been that bad i feel okay about my life, i know some times i get sad and depressed and been to the point that i go look fpr you like crazy but it seems that happens only when i think about how you make it seem all the time that you forget about me in one day like nothing. And makes me think that maybe ur love wasnt real all this time thats when it gets me sad. But at this point am happy for you am happy you havin friends to hangout and do stuff and live a fun life with friends to laugh and everything 😊 and Dont be afraid or nervious to tell me you have found someone dont denied everything will be okay, it feels more weird you denimg it then tellin me, thats the reason why i been keepin distance for in case you are i wont cause problems or make you get confuse or somethin so that way you can start somethin with somebody else and give all ur love to that person. i wanna be that friend you can tell stuff like that so i can help u or advice you in somethin and i want you to be that fiend as well y no tener rencores at eachother :) ya vimos k lo nuestro no se pudo pero no es para odiarnos entre nosotros asi como tu estas asiendo tu vida igual yo conosiendo otras personas and livin life sense probably we havent sense we havent been alone and always in. A relationship and i dont want to regret it later thinkin we didnt live are young life thats why am happy we are even tho some days we will feel sad but that people will make it better for us. I was stuck in a relationship that i never wanted to be the way it was i forgot to be happy i forgot why i wanted to be with you, i fogot how to be a good bf to the point that i forgot why i was there in the first place. I have realized that i can be alone and by makin friends and talkin to people haave show me how to sense i have never talk to anybody or tried to meet new people for not having time cuz i beein fightin for you and not havin time to fight for my happiness and for my self, i was tryin so hard to make u happy that i forgot ahout me bein happy and thats why am glad that your havin fun as well and livin life as much as you can 😊 we were to young to plan longer terms about us and furure, but i kept on fightin and it kept u together but not in a good relationship and i dont want that, hopefully i bever get to experiwnse that situation again thats why am lettin you live ur life and am doing mine cuz I dont want to go bacck am afraid someday that could happen cuz it always leave me hurt and now i am gettin over it I dont want to experience that Am tryin to put a period to the situation i would always go back for with he same results.
For now all I want is for us to be happy and if we can save our friendship hopefully is in a good manner as well and maybe one day when we see again there wont be feelins when we see eachother just the feelin of happiness for seein a friend and laugh and play around tell jokes make fun of eachotherlike friends do 😁 just dont denied if you talkin to someone or you like someone you dont have too am okay about it are friendship is not gonna change 😊
Am tryin as well talkin to someone but all to do is take everythin slow and give time to everythin so you wont fail the way you did or the way i did in are story. Take wverythin that happen to us as a lesson to not do the same things again so we wont gwt hurt again, i just want ur happiness always. I felt i needed to tell u all this sense we had a long time together and to show respect for you and for the relationship we had someday, and for you to heard all this from me.
Te quiero mucho jeralyn
Por algo ya saves que cuentas con migo no te olvides 😉😊🐦
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Am sorry for fightin for you and never change anything and making you love me and hurt you the same time.

Fight for what you want in life, for your future, goals specially dreams. Failin doesnt mean your done and you cant do it, keep tryin because one day all the failings and fighting will make u succed and will take you even higher than what u expect it. Just dont be afraid of failin beacuse if you do, you will never suceed. Bein afraid of failing will never let you start again and if you dont start you will stay in thw same place all the time. Belive in you self and belive in other people no matter how many times they have fail to you, someday you will be glad you belived on them and the fight will be worth. ✌🏼️🌱📜