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Today went okay i guess, but i didn't feel that happy because of the bullying i really hope it will go better later. I wish i never told them i didn't have a father maybe they would be nice to me then. Sometimes i feel so lonely i really don't know what to do to be honest, right now its 1:34 AM i can't sleep. My stomach hurts, i feel dizzy, i think i need to eat more.. i wish someone would understand me. Right now there are 4 persons who make me feel the happiest (1) Gurami <3 (2) Barca <3 (3) mike <3 (4) my mom i don't know what i would've been without her. I think i should go to sleep but i'm so nervous i don't know why. I got r@ped when i was 5- 6 and tuesday i will see the one that did that to me again, and thinking about him already makes me sick imagine when i need to face him, i'm literally gonna cry i think. UGH!! i hate crying my face gets all red:( i feel tired:( sometimes i just dont think i can do this anymore. Like nobody loves me, but i am loved!!<3 i don't want to leave the persons that love me i would break their hearts, I would rather wanna live in my own pain instead of k!lling myself and hurting other people. Am i really selfish? People told me that.. i'm not selfish right?? i don't know. Everybody has been staring at me lately i hope i dont look ugly, my hairs always a mess, i hate my face, i'm always insecure abou my weight. WHY CAN'T I BE SKINNY LIKE THE OTHERS IT'S NOT FAIR I LOOK TO MYSELF IN THE MIRROR AND FIND MYSELF DISGUSTING I HATE MY BODY I HATE IT. Anyways:) sometimes i feel pretty and then i decide to make a photo and then i look ugly again:( i've been having weird thoughts lately.. My favorite songs right now are: Sweater Weather - The Neighborhood, Jealous - EyeDress, Prom Queen - Beach Bunny, Daddy Issues - The neighborhood. they make me happy, Therapy helped me but my real therapy always was music it always was and always will. I must say my online friends are better than my in real friends.. Almost everyone forgot about me!:( They only need me for venting or talking shi*t about someone i hate it..:,'" i've been thinking about getting the medusa tattoo when i'm 16 i'll put it on my wrist so no one can see my ugly scars! I'll be so happy:D anyways! i think i should get to sleep it's 1:47 AM i wrote it in a note because explaining it to someone is harder than writing. sleep well . :)

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