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I'm in 9th grade, I had gone to public school since I was in preschool but at the end of seventh grade my mom but me in homeschool for other reasons. so I was isolated from my friends. since I had no phone or tablet to communicate with them we kinda drifted apart ,well in eighth grade I got a tablet, and on the tablet I made an Instagram account but I wasn't aloud to have to app so I used Google to use the account this Instagram account was the only way I could talk to my friends. One of my friends makenna I talked to quite often but I usually didn't get a reply because she didn't like me that much well one day I was sending her a bunch of stuff from the explore tab and said you have to answer at some point but since I was using Google instead of the app no notifications for the messages she replied with showed up so she blocked me I go back and look at the messages and she replied with "stop sending me stuff" and "are you slow 😃" I felt bad because I didn't know she was responding so I forgot about it but later that day she and a friend of hers added me to a group chat and the friend said things along the lines of "go kys" and "ill find you and kill you" I responded with why are you telling me to kms and tried to explain that my notifications dont go off and then private messeged her friend and I explained that I was sorry about spamming makenna and the friend explained that makenna is saying I groomed her and touched her in her private areas I was shocked because me and makenna had been friends since third grade so I say that never happened and tell the friend that she knows I would NEVER hurt somebody like that and told the friend that Makenna knows that my cousin sexual assaulted me and the friend believed me so this year I got a phone but I totally forgot about what happened so I messaged makenna on Instagram a whole month later she asked why I was contacting her I them remember what she was accusing me of and say I never touched her so she goes on to say that something is wrong with my fucking brain to make me forget what I did to her and then I blocked her I'm what to do because she is telling all my friends at my old school that I did things to her and its hurting me I just want someone to talk to her because I'm dying on the inside my dad killed himself in April and before that he had been grooming me so her accusing me of something that actually happened to me hurts because I would never hurt someone the way I've been hurt.