Notes

#Day1 The starting of school. The time of the year I hate the most. I have to wake up and find out the clothes I am gonna wear. it usually takes me a long time to get dressed because I picky according to my mom. I just have a hard time finding clothes that actually describe me. I stare into the mirror looking at myself. All I see is a girl that needs more sleep and has a ugly smile because of her big front teeth. And those hideous bags under her eyes. It's from staying up all night. and crying a lot. I mean getting a break up right after you start school really doesn't go together I mean. Ive been with that person for a year in a half. and had broken once already. Maybe its best if I stay out of relathionships for now until I can actually understand it. I saw my friend Ava show up at school. I thought she was leaving last year but it turns out shes staying another year. Its nice to know I wont be alone now. except we are different classes sadly. But I do have my friend Susan and Natasha in my class. Natasha and I usually share each osther thoughts about stuff and vent to each other . Its nice to have someone that understands me. I guess expect for the fact finding out I am terrible person and I have been neglecting people without noticing.. I mean yes saying sorry would somewhat help the situation but not always. I just drew for the rest of the school time just to get my mind off of things that happened the other night. I put on a mask to cover up my mouth. everytime someone asked me why I was wearing one i just told them it was cause of a sickness. All I know is, Valentine's day is going to be me laying in bed in heart shaped candys while watching romance movies. SOunds pretty depressing if you ask me. But hey, it's better than having to care if someone will leave me for someone better. -Georgia-Raye