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i hate men so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much. Starting off this mf is not talking to me for a bit over an hour on call and istg hes saying im the one not trying in this relationship but i was trying to talk to him and he was clearly just ignoring me and acting like ik wasnt making conversation like whatt??? like bffr make up ur mind and finally dont blame me for everything and own up to not being able to make the first move|!! now he said im boutta do turbulence and i was like wtf so i gave him a side eye on call bcs the camera is on and he was like why did u look up and i was like cause u literally said u were about to do turbulence so i was side eyeing u cause who tf would say theyd do that while theyre on call with someone and acc go through with it cause ik he wasnt gonna do it so i just looked up and he is making it seem like i wanna see his dick like bro wtf if i wanted to see a dick id go on omegle like calm yourself and stop having such a high ego. He saw me agressively typing all this into my laptop cause my phone is like put up against my laptop and he was like leave ur friend alone for 5 mins and i was like bro im not even texting my friend and he was like swear on ur mothers life and i said swear bcs im literally typing this into my notes as we speak and he was like ur going to hell like girl i think i know better than u if im texting my friend or if im typing into my notes and now hes like dont do my bae like that and i was like who and he was like ur mom and i was like omfg is this guy trying to give me the ick atp like what i dont get jelous, i get jelous at first then i get pissed and then i just get disghusted and ghost and im on the verge of leaving my anger era so if this continues yk ill get disghusted and ghost but other than all this shit he tells me i rlly like him and i acc want it to work out so i just want him to cop on. Okay last thing he was saying yk what i like to see and i said what and he said u walking away and i was like tf and he was like from this relationship and basically hes saying how annoyinh and bad i am at this relationship and yesterday he was saying that someone bullieshim for going out withj me like bro if he saw the amount of dirty looks i got from ppl when i told them im going out with HIM he wouldntbe complaining. also one of his friends literally asked him if he payed me to go out w him INFRONT OF THE BOTH OF US and if that dosent prove it then idek what else does, sorry ab this rant