Notes

movie.
girl sees her love of her life but old while shes still young
old guy like in begging of blue valentine
she sees him in a wheelchair in old people home and she cries
movie about how powerful love is and how its a very strong and soul coneecting

how they meet options- when they are teens 15 and 17 or college times like in their 20s

rendommpoem
i want a kiss from you that feels like 4th of july

movie idea- girl dont like other because she stole her bf so she want to kill her so she aln he susiced and puts fake notes in her room pretending to be the girla and that the girls bf whp is her ex raped the girl and that why she off herself and he jail time
baby name- faye, wendy

movie- horror or crazy serial killer type or like hell pin head type
dont know begging or whole stor exact but you end up in an area of a big mansion or casino or mall and its all dirty empty ish and no doors or all locked so yuo have to make wholes in grounds to escape and there are many levels.

movie- like normal people show- one of the scens- boy doesnt kow what he wants tp dp im the future so she offers to helpe him decided so they are sitting on his or her room florr next to each other looking online then he startes touching the ends offf her hair and then he grabs hher face and kiss her

tweet- r sewedish fidsbn from swedem
,pvoe- people want to be famous so they decied to fake a huge murder so they conive people to ojin their cult"" and in the end off themsleves

romance- twd or dawn of the dead and basically this couple gets seprerated and they think each other dead but eventually fin each other.

movie - dawn of the dead2 - girl boy fall lovea and they live in mall or somewhere and they tell each other life stpries or made up stories.

I've grown to fear day lgiht. many choose to do their daily lives during broad daylight and have no fear simply becase the sun is shining. But i dont i fear the light. We base our fear of the time of day or the darkness outisde and have lost our expectation for the abd to happen/

to me gowing upp evrythoing became a movie oportunti. i dont know when but tat some point of my loife everything became a fasnasty. nothing was ever real anymore. I satrted to live in a flase universe. Itried to be the direster in myown] starring film and in the end i wasn't even a character

movie- plane crash lieke ALIVE and boy from movie (13 reason why dad) you guys are still akive w a few other people and thna he says fuck it i got to tell u sum and he says we are gonna die anyways i like u and u kiss him

i miss being a child
i miss being a hopless romantic, i miss the exitment of christmas


i know no eelationhiop is perfect but can i say mine was. ik if we brokeup it obv wasnt but fuk.. i mean for it being each others first love.. frirst evrything. I first time loving another human beign without it being family. it was pefect
i dont like boys very much. thye r mean and grross but u i rlly did like/love


he never held a boo, box over his head or built me a bif white hous (wwroete me a 365 letters) buthe still loved me


I remeber the feelign of looking into his eyes and the only taught that crossed my mind was ()

taughts that never became words!!

ur arent promised tomrrwo
most of u will have a tommrrow but once again do nothing about it and live it like every other day

i pity people that don't believe in love. How do u not belive in love?? I pity people that have meaing less sex and "friends w benifits" or dont date. You think that your the shit for fucking people and not feeling anything but u arent. Deep down u feel like SHIt. ou are so scared to be hurt that you decied to believe that the most beautil thing in the world sint true. I truly pity people that think romance is dead. i have fiath that i will meet someone tht is extroidany to me.
i write my feelings on paper because im too scared to sy them but maybe i just dont have anyone to tell

I will never understand how you could look at someone after years of beign marrieda and in ""love than I say u dont and get a dicvvocre. I beleive fi ur truyl in love with someone u lever stop ,ving them. i think u just idolised the ideing of them than woke up 1 day realsied it wasnt true. If u whole hearttly love soemone u never stop loving them not even a little bit.

i feel like i have never hange. i see peopel ive known for a logn time and see them vchange. not just minor chnages like they go from likign taylor swift to bowie or chagin their favoirte color but also big hccanheschanges. i feel like have never change. neevr grown or decresed. never changed my favpoirte singer or fav color. i dont know fi im the only one who feels this way just meor im the only one sating this.

romane
boy go on plae and other girl. he see her and say to lady/man at desk i need a tickter on that plane.


jason patric in sleepers u guys meet afeter not seeing each other in long tiemme and rekindle love and u both in car and craberry linger start playing u car and laugh and he is laughing and say "your crying" "ya hahah''' he start cry laughing too. and u both think of u boths past or how crazy life is.
lineger is rur song

what did u do- isay in mvoie
guy kileled my kid or sum


boy from sleeper, rich buoy a d he in chair and i in lap - messyb frencjing

my whole life it took me always so long to finsih a movie or shw becasue i got so aatched and was to scared to sinish because once the movie was done...it was done.

woman take long to ahve thing done because women r perfectionisty unlike men who get thigns done and over quickyl


lovw trinagle- young version boy from sleepers and micheal lsot boys, older version brad and json parti in sleeepers. you first had boy from sleeprs miheal blondie and had a thing than u was with micheal and u both had athing and lost v card togethr and then u saw blondie after 5 years and rekindle lover for aweek than never see eahcothe than 2 years later u meet both again for some sreason and u get w michea;l.


in movie about me i make in the future- in the end of movie I will put a mini movie of all the clips i make on my video. one of the videos will be me at my high school graduation. song choices- your on your own kind, motions pheobe brigers, scott street, adele, cool about it- boy geunis

diane ig

dead poets socitey- u have to teaxher somthing at private bpy schoo\l and meet hot guy

future movies- somethingn like dead poets society anf strike movie- coming of aege

poetry- seeing men in movies talking about the msot beautufl girl in the world and she was alwasy blonde, alwasy made mquestin my beuaty.

i remeber all thoe nights i stood up late and awoke tired but what i learned is that it was all wortyh it every scene and every page. My eyes, my soul learnt more from the films than the words of teachers

my life moive- shows ending scene from mysterious date w ethan hawke- i say in background ive always been in love w ethan hawke

after making out w spidermna later u guys r talking and u say i dont like u and he says after what we did i think you. me- uhh no i dont think so

micheal from sleeper- in skipped parts movie- he say i think you like i say ur delutional and laughs- he aggreslyvly pulls me fora kiss

movie not sure of plot
college
girl thells guy
you ur a fucking dick
i could just not tell u this
the information iahve now could save ur fucking life asshole
whatever i have to say couls change ur damn life
theyre trying to kill u


Whenever people aksed me how to rponouce my last name i always said "say it how ever" or just give an easier pronouciation. I never responeded with the correct way to say it because I never taught anyone actaully cared. I only read books that I ahve watched the movie before. to save dissapoinment. In class I would stop and take a moment to look at my surroundings and relize that Iwas just a girl in a class room doing math equations or learning about the civil war and in a blink I would be looking at my first born child. (and in a heartbeat I would be in Black looking at people with tears)

august,james,betty but its me, micheal jason, im james, jason is august, micheal is betty

u fucked my bestfriend behind my back?? but wouldnt do it w me says michea;
dont u think that means somthing? i wanted it to matter w us
"im only 17 i dont know anything" song. im act 15

we do it in ov=movie thether
micheal=betty was abus by his dad. his dad broke his arm and he said he deserved it

movie idea- i spend summer in summer house, boy to who is ethan hawke in mystery date. i know hes next door so i go on balcony in my bikini and act all... snesual. he spys on my w telescope. we have a summer fling
i go outside and pretend to read a book and later beofre date iask his fav book and he says the same book because he wants me heheh

end of date he brings me to dorr
i say so you arent gona kiss me
i was planning on it but didnt think u wnated to
well i do
he pulls huis hair back with one hand and says well great
i have my hands back
he pulls in my face and kisses me
or..
we say goodbye at my door
than i go in
he is leaning on somthing on the poor and growns
i come back out and kiss him

or
i go in
than he knocks on door
and kisses me yessss

litte details on film '' we laujgh because he had a chipped tooth

somtime si wonder why i enjoy crying and i think its because its such a strong emtotuin. you get go deep in your feelings that rivers pour out your eyes made of glass.

guys will say it ment nothing but if it ment nothing than why did u doit

it was very beautiful i was scared id never find another goof romance and i did


contuning my girl story line (rest of story is in paper in bookbag)
when leavin house they watch me leave and my tire is popped so its awkard (maybe he tries to help and we kiss)


movie- with honers
i live with 3 guys
he bring homless dude i slightyly complain
he says- u barley pay rent
i get payed less, i pay less


movie- boy from felicity
im sphmore and he is senior graduationg he ask me tos sign his yearbook or he gives me his year book with his number


i fear of being the dead mother in films
you never see her or hear her
shes akways just being mourned but mostly ignored
always just a memory never in the moment
i dont want to be the dead mothe infilms

movie- with honers bredan frasier
we live tiogether in house im girl living with 3 boys
we scertely like each other but wont admit it
on christma dholiday im suoposed to leave and see my family but i feel bad and decide to stay back with him
we spend time tigetyuer we KIZZ

movie-woth honers
i live with 3 boys during collge
2 are smart and you know the kind and the other is all playboy
play boy one says you know one of us will most likely end up mrrying her

we meet when there roomate moves out and i find it on website to live there
they lok out side window and see me all girly and bimbo
they wonder who i am
whos that
shes hot
im at the soor
we r all confued cuz im girl and they didnt clarify that they were 3 guys
he has a girl name so thats why i taught it was agirl
we sit down to talk
i sask how much is rent
200
ill take it
they loo confued
why do u habe a problem with a girll

movie revovling arounf reblious presidents duaghter
she opens her shirt up on live tv in frfont of thousands of people red bra


movie- group friends
one hot oy and he has gf whom im friens with
im real close with them and nevr rlly had inerest in him
i taught he hot but ignore it
we very toughy
theres a vid of me touching his ahir and saying poor baby
one ngith he and gf fight and lowkey breakup
he come crying"" to me and we kiss and fUk
then next dat at school they toghtet


do daylight trend w bf

pacey or dawson bby name


no eat

we got the blueeesss
or maybe were just red in lvorelove


girl got prego and went hosptital give birht and fell love with nurse like end of kncoked up





not so sweet 16 or sweet 16
movie bout girl planin her sweet 16 and her highschool life
scene whetre she jumps n down listenuing to taylor and pushes her bobs up in mirror all vwery teen girl



ok movie like goody to shoes boy in high school who looks like blondie from my so called life and good girl
he likes her in highschool but she not intertested and one they they kiss but she ignores him till graduation
5 or more years later they meet he is hotter than ever.... ofcourse so is she

the kiss happened when u went to study w him at his house or u and ur friends were gonna sneak into scjhool on hallo and he was somehow there anf later he locked u guys out anf just u and him wen t to go figure a way out using the computer of the secuty sysyem and bammmmmmmm kiss


before= friedn catched him starirign u and tells u in bathroom
he was like creep watching u in bio
no he wasnt ha
he totally was like as if u were his magical woozy princess or movie refernce
ok umm ur delusional bye
ok uhh seee for youself when he chops ur body into a million peices and sdmires it forever
shut up ha
leaves bathroom

him- i told her we did the project together
u know this doesn't make u a good guy
what
u do all these nice things for me for what? because u like the way i look
uhh no what
ya u dont know me u dont know anything about christ
i cant just be ncie without a motive huh
dont play dumb


u go work project at his house then kizzzz
make this good liek rlly good.
book not movie i think is best,,,, think

maybe- when he ask uto go for project ur friend convince u to go cuz it be funnny and later he found and and was pissed at u and affect furutre.... possible prob not

xscene when at his house- u roleler blade
yaa why
gosh thats pathtic
shut up
hhaaa

movie- bout truly happy couple one day he tell her he met agirl and kissed her
he reaction- hand on cheast--- hahh my godd what
laughs fall on floor thn=an cry like and crazy and grab key and dips



in less than 4 motnhs ill be the same age as angelaaa

u can leave what u do is up to u
well im out
well there is one catch
huh
we will be discussing u in ur appecence
well im discusable



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sheluvs_igor
ntm.onmel
posss-908.christian_
amorrr.lyssa
reereebabyy_
victorthegoodboss

go where God takes me
serpenditpty but faith


movie- romance
girl boy fall love in college brendnan fraser
later in life they married and she prego and he looses job or something trgic where he throws his whole life away and become obese
she never divorced him so like 15 years later she ask him but is siprised to seee him


lettrbox- dinner w friends
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matt2gzzzz
kimsoslime
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mov- i have a thing with th boys from a rich private shcool- we met and became friends. i sneak in to hang w them. one night they have a dance and i snaeka in wite dress with pjnk flowers. they r all mesmorixed by me


movide- group of cult peopel or sum. sum life final destination
guy gonna shhot me so he can live
im not gonna die just to loose a life i just eaerned
i say well im not dying to bitch
he shoot in restuarunt
i run
maybe seen- he about to kill my man in movie
he says tell (girl name) i love her
i stab him or sum and say,,, you can tell her yourself


DON'T LET IT GET TO YOU
BE STRONG



movie- plot of last vegas boy- blondiee from breeakfast club and other boy from breakfast club or matt dillon

in life no one is actually different. thye just appeal different to certain people. but u know as people we r all just people


movie- guy from white tie osmething odonnell.
he basically flirts and stuuf w u and friends and thn u say this
youmknow what im never gonna be with you. you.. you.. you indesiseve prick. you can't choose the woman you love?? we aren't 15 anymore its not cute. I have stood infront of you admiting how i felt to you sicne day 1 and only too you. amd sicne them you have let me and my own friedns play fools infront of you. you, you imbacel.

him very serious- you know something. i never played anyone. and if you believe that of me than i guess you never rlly knew me. I;ve always had eye for you. you only. you


loose weight eat less and healthy

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never see in halls when going to lunch
he alswyas going down after 4th which means he has for 5 probs

E possibly coming tommrow prob his fam

griup frirends int theater want to watch scary movi but girl dont want soo one of the boys go w her to watch sum else matt

get video camera for bday or christmad and document everything for future kids