Notes

.Openness to experience: curious, like exploring, some make unconfutable.
.Conscientious: ocd, more attention to detail, some let thinks happen without planning, impulsiveness.
.Extraversion: feel comfortable around people, as introverts focus inward.
.Agreeableness: more likely to be patient, other let go of anger feelings quicker.
.Neuroticism: emotionality, other have anxiety, paranoia, aggression, and depression. .PENMODEL: higher highs lower lows

. A very difficult part in my life was when I realized my father's addiction caused him to manipulate me into hating my own mom.

. It was the point I realized my father had been manipulating everyone, me included for years. He is a recovering alcoholic.

. A very difficult situation that I experienced was a point in my life when I realized my father had been manipulating me for years. He's needed for me to love him more than I love my mom, or his need to be bitter towards her about thing that weren't true was his downfall. It was difficult to understand why he did that. I had a crash course empathy, because I had to learn how to see past the bad things he did and tried to understand there was a place inside him this was coming from. I put myself in his shoes and had to try and understand why. I had to learn to forgive him.