Notes

I believe actions speak louder then words, wanna know why? Because i was that asshole. You were used? Yeah, i was the user. I was that asshole who dated tons of people just to feel good about myself. And i was that asshole who made sure to keep people hooked on me. Then i found you, and i actually "fell" for you. But you know what? Surprisingly i didn't fall for you, i walked into love with you. Eyes wide open. No regrets. I knew what i was doing. I knew i wanted to feel something. I saw you, and i knew right away that's what i wanted, that's the person i wanted. You caught my eye with your constant sarcastic remarks, and jokes. I have never loved before you. I never believed such a thing existed. But now I do. I never believed it existed because i believed it was a lie, i had no proof. People said "you'll know." , "you'll believe when you feel it." , and i just called bullshit. I told my partners i loved them even when i didn't. That's why i call you my first real relationship. Because you're the first person that has meant anything to me. But now i know, now i believe it, because i feel it. Now i know, now i understand. Now i believe baby, i believe in you, and i believe in me.