Notes

i know we haven'tspoken in a while, let alone seen onr another. i sometimes sit here for hours and wonder how you're doing. how life has been treating you lately, if any of the problems you always mentioned to me had finaly dissapeard. i wonder if you miss me just as much as i do, i wonder if you fall asleep just to see me in your dreams the way i do every night. i wonder if you think about me when you listen to the songs we'd always listen to. i wonder if you still remember the sound of my voice, the jokes i'd make, the nicknames i'd call you, the special moments we shared on our own. i wonder if you remember our late night talks, the times we'd stay with one another for hours and hours, until the moon was no longer visible. i wonder if you still think about those dreams and promises we had, leaving and going far away. i wonder if you still look back at the memories we made, pictures, videos, the text and miss them like i do. i wonder if you still remember our first 'iloveyou'. i wonder if you miss the way i looked into your  eyes just the way you did, when no words we ever needed to be exchanged, because we could just feel the love for each other.

i wonder all this and yet i know the answers to them.