Notes

sca's story:
met, very sweet start, betting background, very very very few perspective changes, mostly me. harsh end, developing stalker tendencies, learning to let go. Should i include my delusional thoughts and make it his perspective post stalker?
bimo's story:
text, toxicity, talk about meeting up but never end up doing it, make him sound like a sickly sweet person, but then during the zombie period make it as emotional and heartbreaking as possible
i feel like those two are the only ones worth talking about LOL they'd make a very good series ngl, maybe i should write some about the lady herself and why shes doing this?
Her story the origin:
Seacreeper, kinda just ended up going with it, became a habit, friends shipping, going along with it again, another person comes along (travis!), goes along with it, gets into the habit of it, being a lady means everyone else is desperate, goes along with all of them, racks up numbers and habits (but still remains relatively innocent)
Her story the now:
toxic, thinks (knows!) that she can pull everyone, goes around, develops a reputation (hs), realizes, gets tired, admits that she has always been tired but doing this gave her the attention that she never had (a reference to another book, see below), can't seem to get rid of the habit since she's used to them now, knows and understands that she wants to change, active depression
Her story the past:
start with the story mother has told you, nosebleed, build up on more trauma from home, there isn't much to summarize as plot points here since it's my own story I'd never forget but at the same time i don't want to write it down, progress / start to depression
Her story the future:
She realizes that getting stuck up on sca ad bimo is bad, insert a section where she questions why shes so stuck up on them knowing that theyre no good and not having been stuck up on anyone before (you have to make sure to the reader that she IS 100% SURE that she knows that she doesn't like them at all, which is why she's questioning, she knows that she's just seeking validation from bimo because he does it so well [manipulator x manipulator] and for sca she knows its just an obsession [should i bring up the kiss?????]), depression / suicidal intentions are too much and she no longer wants to do this, attempts
Her story post attempt:
time skip (she did overdose, jumping out her window, hanging herself, slitting her wrist), vivid recollection and gothic literature type description of those attempts, marks the end of this book maybe (this series just doesn't make sense maybe i should do something like YLAB universe [reawakened man + get schooled])
Her story the recovery (I have yet to recover but the general plot would be going back to her most innocent self and at least putting up a facade that she's okay)