Notes

you can see her discomfort flare up from the inside muscles? area from the top of her eyes to the inside of her nose and it starts going
1: discomfort -> 2: connecting/ recalling eye movements -> 3: smile/emotion before the words come up
(overcoming or finding a positive at the end of a struggle: her creation of a miniature narrative: her eyes flickering during stage 2)

All of her anecdotes express: 1:What was/is (si) ->2: how it connects (narrative ne) -> 3:How I feel ( subtle, expression and reaction :D )
I think csj's "sage levitating over the lake" is true for her: she's able to filter through her emotional state like waves on a shore rather than being within those emotions while recalling. Value system of emotions/ impression scaled is more regulated than the otherwise past experience of the emotion itself.
This video clip is not her being in the moment at all, contrasted with Rollo Tomassi's constant flow, Ni-Se real time reaction style.


CSJ: ( 1:How it connects/ NE -> 2:how it works or an anecdote (Ti or Si) -> 3:how you should feel about it (Fe) ) the parent coming second makes sense because the parent is the tool of delivery. I think this could be a constant pattern.

CSJ is like projecting a couple of frames ahead (Ne) of reality (Se) and going backwards in his performance, Rollo is projecting within (Se) and through reality (Ni), and Calypso is projecting from the past (Si) into the close future (Ne).
Robert greene also projects from the past through reality, though his emotional response is much more subdued due to his Si-Te in interviews. (Relay of information VS manifestation of possible future due to recall)
Her Se trickster is I think a lack of her being in this moment personally. Interesting to watch

I didn't understand the pictures until Lady pointed out that insecurity was the reason for the stange pictures, which makes sense. I got the notion over time that Calypso liked those photos because of what they meant to her- because they were proof of her self-journey. This also explains why she said she was happy that her friend said they liked her old photo, and then averted her eyes and had a microsecond of shame that I've not seen in her otherwise. It's like unconsciously being exposed for that side of her...maybe. the part that wants to do it's best everyday and be desired, I think....with a low confidence percentage.

her smile is so cute T T

it's interesting that the infp that I know, they're like "I wanted to throw away my old identity and be an authority" but then they don't change that much and still expect recognition for having the thought of changing. I think the validation - power origins actually facilitate this well into action :0 they'll be actually motivated and supported to change! hopefully reciprocally :D

Her si progression comes off humble - si child recalling (and showing this progression as control ) while she's talking about her serious transformation.
...totally different then si inferior xD I guess si inferior is similar to CSJ's "revenge tape" or "fuck it all I'm serious now, everything hurts 24/7"
Control over self is the theme I get, the dormant energy force which is in Calypso's case unsure of itself. I can see why infp cuteness is a thing, it's like a self-generating untapped potential which brings forth mystery. What happens in reality though, that depends on the circumstances of the people. so cool !


the other infp I knew would get extremely passive aggressive- similar to a wall when they felt their ne wasn't valued.

connection to Loyalty vs treachery in small scale works around 24 minutes in when she talks about exploring new towns. it's like there's nothing tying her down. ( No extroverted hero or Fe focus ) responding -> control + fi hero OVERPOWERED ( subtle reaction like the ocean waves) + getting their self-worth from ne , te, unreliant on other's input. I see how blackmail can mess up infps, it makes them lose control and power over their entire narrative, putting the child in danger. :o

Daily routines come easy to her, same as Robert greene's everyday meditation. They both talk about being unhappy without this routine.

"I feel like the Te will come eventually" --> very different take then robert green's intense push (and gender difference) . in this video, she also doesn't know really what Te is or how it works (she references getting values from "somewhere" and then does not connect it to her Te in this video yet ) ,

I never see her aspire yet exactly --> aspiration to Te inferior+ si would be a daily routine that involves constantly sucking the information out of an external source. Infp in my class does this with meditation books daily and at this point he's going to be a freaking monk. si child is really !!!! I see how they get authority, meaning to or not :0 It's really !!!!!!!!!!! maybe I'm over thinking it!

- when her eyes POPPED I though it showed instant obsession. Point was with the chocolate. I wonder if other Si users have eye pop obsession moments too. Actually I saw robert greene do this when he was sitting in the chair talking about how much he loved meditation so it's possible I guess I dunno about actual body language yet.

- her shyness doesn't come from guilt or modesty, it comes from fi hero. It's exactly neutral within this video. Calypso is kinda like that on camera when I see her in other ones too :o

- she's being controlled by her Te = she sees herself in relation to how other people think about her often times. Te + si --> controlled entirely by "what should be". when her Ni or Te inferior develops I think she'll be more solidly planted on the ground and less controlled by the whimsy of her Ni ( Destiny?) Point through reality, solid control.


robert greene: ud uf (?)
calypso: ? / uf

INFP appear to be an autonomous internal system. Similar to how homesteaders have their own plot separate from society, INFP naturally live in their own "self" moreso than other types would initially. Possibly. ISTP is also an internal system, but is attached to Fe (Not having Fi) -Se ( Perform ).

INFP are "Fi hero - Powerful system of feelings/ has energy for processing Interal feelings, Ne - [Tool] of connecting narratives (not hero - when they write books it comes from Si child I think actually. Si + Ne but Ne for the sake of Si), Si - own experience of events on a consistent basis/ once a day is comfortable :), and then Te- what people think (knowledge, books, podcasts, TE) and what they think about my identity." I have no idea cognitively how tf infps get anything done, but I know they do OFTEN. actually, it's the si child being comfortable with the repeated process, to the point of excellence.
I don't know if there's a more autonomous SOUNDING individual once all of the insecurities are dealt with. Then again, that's true for all of the types sorta. these are My first impressions and are not like real or content like CSJ content so don't take me seriously :D