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look you be telling me no to check up on you cuz u aint my "bitch" as you say but bro i cant stand seeing you like this like i know i have hurt you and that but im really sorry for all the things i have cause you i just wanna here for you and you may say that i can go dick ride my ex but the truth is that i dont really talk to her i would rather talk with you than her. Look you may say that you dont have anything to live for but you have your bf and u may think that u dont have me or that you dont want me in your life but im always here for you no matter the causes. You seem mad and that when i text you and it makes me sad knowing that i only want to help you. Ever since we got into that arguement i havent been myself and that.. and im really sorry for putting you in those situations.. i just thought that i could say this to you so i can let go of my feelings. i fr wanted to say this for a long time but i didnt have the courage. Look all the compliments i give you please take them seriously because i never lie when i give someone a compliment and you are pretty hard to convince and i dont know how to convince you. But just letting you know that im here for you.. and please take this seriously. ||||| Look i never meant to hurt you and when i did hurt you that night i have never been the same and it hurt me too because i hurt such a good person and im the main reason that you started going into the depression. you are an amazing, beautiful, heaven sent, godsent, i never wanted to lose you and when i did lose you it was all because of me. Whenever i call you i instantly get happy or laugh you have always made me happy like last night when i called you i already started laughing because you can always make me laugh. Its like you are my source of happiness somehow without you i aint happy. I never wanna lose you forever. And look im really sorry for what i did to you. you may forgive me but i will never forgive myself for what i did. I will never find someone that can make me as happy as you. Honestly molly in my opinion you are the best and if you kill yourself i will miss you my whole entire life i will never forget the times we had. Everytime i join valorant it reminds me of you. I never wanna lose you i hope you understand |||||| anyways you are the best person for me right now and i dont know if your boyfriend writes you a lot of these paragraphs but he really should to be honest you are an amazing human being that doesnt deserve any bad thing that happens to you. In my opinion you deserve the best. You are my favorite person to hang out with. Im really sorry for all the things that has happened to you even though it is not my fault. You deserve to be happy and i get you have anger issues and its alright to have them trust me i have anger issues too and i dont know how to deal with them. Im always gonna be here for you at your lowest or at your best dear and i know you dont want me calling names or something but i would love to you call you names nigga. I swear bro that i wanna talk to you 24/7 but i dont know what to talk about lmao. I would love to spend every single second with you and i know its wrong for me to tell you all of this because you have a boyfriend and that but to be honest its like you are a part of me tbh and i know i aint a part of you and i dont think you want me to be part of you but trust me you will always have that one space in my heart that nobody can get to. You are the only person that can reach there and i will lock that part with every chain in the planet and every lock in the planet just to keep you safe. I know its hard to believe me when i say this but you are beautiful, you are smart, you are funny, you are pretty. you are a shining star, you are unique, you are special for me, you are fun to play with even though the others think otherwise, like i said you are my source of happiness, you are my favorite person and it hurt me a lot when i thought i was gonna lose you trust me. If we do get mad at eachother sometimes i really want to communicate not just leave just like that i just wanna communicate i wanna talk about it. Since we argued that day ive only been thinking about you and i cried myself to sleep at night because of what i did that night. Look i just wanna say that..... i am here <3