Notes

look maybe what I did was wrong by not telling you, bs I didn't a point of it, it wasn't a big deal for me we're doing our usual meetings just moved it over to Starbucks. 3 girls going over to Starbucks didn't seem like a big deal for me. and you asked what was I waiting for to tell you, nothing I was even gonna take a screenshot of how she replied to me when I told her to pick me up and show you what I have to deal with. But I decided to grow up and not be a drama queen. So much crap is going through my head, so may ideas are crossing over and its killing me. I don't know where we stand now, are we talking are we not, what are we doing, no idea. So I didn't see that it was necessary to ask for your permission, I was gonna tell you when ever we talk. I surely wasn't gonna wait till the next day or so. I love you, adore you and miss you like hell, its so frustrating having to admit that you're not mine and I can't have you, not being able to talk to you or see you is killing me. And on top of all of that I got Dana being a bitch to me, exactly what i needed. fa please excuse me these couple of days bs wallah I'm going through so much