Notes

Melissa,

Hi, sis! This is too random but I want to make a short (or a long, I still don't know) note for you. You know what, you are such an amazing person. A beautiful being inside and out. Sis, if you only see yourself through my eyes, how I wish you could so that you'd realized how much of a gem you are.

Sis, whatever you are going through right now, just pray to God for guidance. He won't ever give you challenges that you won't ever, ever be able to get through. You can do it, sis. I believe in you. You have so much potential in you. And I know things will be better soon. Just hold on.

Regarding your trip to the Philippines... Honestly sis, I really, really want you here. But you know, if you're still in the state of "I don't know what to do and I'm scared." I'll just let my dream away of meeting you for now. Frankly, I hate to say this but, my negative side of my mind says that we're only just fooling around that, "Yeaaah we will because we can." but as I can see, there are still consequences around it. I feel like this is not even about you traveling here anymore, it's about you and your decision-making style. I'm not against with you or anything, but please sis, stop sugar-coating situations like for example, this... I've had my hopes up ever since because I thought everything is fine. But then, there comes the time that we're both be sad about this. I hate it. But I am with you... And also, I am deeply concerned about your university life. I should've thought about this, too, before jumping into deciding with you for your trip here. I should've thought this first about your uni life. Yes, of course, your university life - your future. Why didn't I even think about this all the time? I feel like it's my fault too, I've been selfish because I kept on focusing OUR attention on you going here. I'm sorry. I know you're scared and what not. The only problem I am concerned about is that, how can you even refund your plane ticket...

Regardless, as I've always told you, I love you so much you don't even know. I may not express it every day but I don't ever want to lose you, Melissa. I love you, sis. God... why am I even crying a little. Heart-wrenching seconds...

But really, the bottom-line of all this is that, let's face all the challenges together. I'm with you, sis.

I love you, always have, always will... to the moon and back.

Euna