Notes

to my love,
ok so uhm last time i actually tried making it look good, this time fuck it, its whatever comes to mind and heart. simi, i love you. ok thats boring. i adore you, im in love with you, i am deeply intoxicated by you, i pray for you, i just love love love you. YOU simi you. hmm i was thinking of making this a physical letter but thats boring too so im gonna text it to you. Anyways, yes you. oh yh i remember when you said that whatever i say to you them sweet things you dont feel it, well i dont say it for the sake of saying it, i say it because i want to and its meant to be said. I've told you before, the stuff i say to you, I swear down i only have said it to you and will only say it to you, ive never used these 'sweet things' because they weren't for the right person, but you simi youre meant for it. so please dont ever think im chatting for the sake of it and im lying.

simi, i honestly dont know anymore. im crazily insanely obsessed with you, youre a part of me man. i can go days without gym but a day without you nooo way. so simi tell me, tf do you think you are huh? dont think youre shit. look into my eyes and youll see. babe you're a woman, a strong woman, with a strong feminine aura and energy. i was showing rajpreet me 2 days before asking you out and bro couldnt believe it thats how much you changed me. man simi, you think im fed up of you, you have no idea man. it dont just hurt but simi thats like questioning my love for you. look me yh its icba i can always be asked for you no fed up no nothing me doing that is like me being lazy with love and i hate that. annoy me, talk to me loads, ill hold your bag for you for life idc but ill never ever get fed up or ever be cba for you.

eyes eyes eyes mannnn. your eyes, holy shit, make me dream and today when you was mad at me or monday when you read this holy shit the things i felt. they make me dream, in peace, back into the perfect world ive always imagined. and ughhhhh your smileeeeeeeeeeeeeee oh for fucks sake the way im in love with that your everything you hair your cute little nose, your hair mann again dreamy hair. you know in the beginning i cant describe the vibes but thhey were the perfect ones i always wanted like i know that you can do loads change me, make me a better man. i love your skin your body its sooo perfect for me, youre different you know no one can be like you.

me and you always ok, forever, idc this life and the next ones. i want to marry you my love. show you the love you deserve. ill never ever forgive myself or forget if i mess up youre too important to me. way too much. youre my soulmate, were meant to be simi. so whatever happens no matter at any costs me and you. im proud of you everyday and us.

simi youre perfect ok, youre my love ok, your personality literally couldnt ask for more its sooo perfect and for me, youre my balance, youre my other half. me and you one. thank you for dealing with me i respect you a lot soniye. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND 10 MONTHS MY LOVE I HOPE I CAN MAKE YOU HAPPY AND GIVE YOU A GOOD BIRTHDAY YOU DESERVE. I LOVE YOU A LOT, VERY MUCH, TOO MUCH, ADORE YOU, LONG FOR YOU.