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DO NOT OPEN UNTIL IT'S CHRISTMAS FOR YOU, LOSER.
You're a nonghead (still don't know what it is? Proves you still are one). Every time I'm around you I think you've stepped in sht but it's just your natural scent. You also remind me of a giraffe and you look like one too. (I got you the leopard top thing because that's closest to a giraffe). Yet, even though you are all those things, I'm still friends with you because I'm a super gr8 person, and I consider you a friend because you can be funny sometimes. (Keyword: sometimes). Nah but frfr, I hope you have a super great Christmas, you deserve it. We haven't been talking that often or for a long while but you truly mean a lot to me and are always there, loser, and I hope and can be there for you too. I feel like a total dkhead writing this because the word 'nice' isn't in my vocabulary, so this is all you will get. Merry Christmas loserhead x) ily weirdo.
GIFT - leopard top, tattoo.

DO NOT OPEN THIS UNTIL CHRISTMAS.
You mean heaps to me, man. You've always been there for me even when times get tough, actually, especially when they do. You've never given up on me and you believe in me no matter what. I'm never gonna be some sweet person and you've never wanted or expected me to change. Thank you, beautiful. You truly mean so much to me. Have the best Christmas and excuse me acting like a fgt by writing this. Love you :*

DO NOT OPEN THIS UNTIL ITS CHRISTMAS TIME FOR YOU.

(Warning, youre gonna think Im a total loser, and dont read if you dont like me embarrassing myself with shtly write writing).

Carter. Man where do I start, there's so much to say about you. I know you don't really like me right now and I know I'm not 'the best' or any of that sht. However. You're honestly the best person I've ever met. We met months ago and the butterflies I get in my stomach when I think or talk to you are still there, them mfs should be dead by now, but they're not and I don't think they ever will go away, and I believe that even if I didn't have feelings for you, they wouldn't go away either, how can I not get giddy while talking to someone so amazing.


I'm not gonna sit here and be anymore sappy than I am because I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable and honestly, I have came to the conclusion that I svck at writing, so Ima just be honest here.

You help me through everything, good and bad and I'm so thankful to have you in my life. I care about you a lot, and your mood has an effect on mine like no other, when you're hurting, I'm hurting, when you're happy, I'm happy, and when you're agro? You bet your ass Ima be agro too xD. I will always be here for you, even if that's the last thing you want, just as you have always been here for me. You've done nothing but be respectful and kind or treat me as I deserve and I cant thank the world enough for giving me you.

You're so unique and wonderful as a person and you don't even fkn know it.

I'm so lucky to have had such an amazing and wonderful person who has gone out of his way to help me and care for me constantly. Youve changed my life around and I am so, so, much happier now that I know you. I know youre not my #1 fan, but you sure as hell are my #1 supporter. You support me through everything that I do and you never lose any belief in me although I do a lot wrong at times, and have hurt you like no one else, which kiIIs me by the way. I cant stand being the reason that youre not smiling. I can safely say, Shrek, Jimmy, Carter, Nick, Nicholas, whatever I call you, you are the best fking thing that has ever happened to me and I cant stress how happy I am to know you.

I don't know if you'll read all of this tbh or even open it before discarding but I needed to send it and I need you to know how I feel and what a huge impact you've had on my life. Thank you for caring so much, without you, no one does.

We've been through the good and bad together. We've defeated the jealousy, distance and changes that life has thrown our way, and I know we can do it again, even if we will never be "Brick" or "Barter" again xD. I'm happy with you just being in my life because honestly, even if I put away all my feelings I have for you outside of friendship, I still love you beyond belief as a person. I honestly don't know where we stand and I think you'll think I'm weird or something for writing this,
"who's this weird chick again?". Smh.

I love you so much, youre quite literally my world and Im so lucky youve allowed me to be a small part of yours.

Thank you for everything youve done for me, and I hope you have the best Christmas ever, you deserve it. Even if you don't get to spend it with your dad and Lisa, or even your mother, I would sure hope you can consider me family and know that I'm here at Christmas time, and spending some time with me is always an option. You deserve the very best day and I will make sure you get it. (and no, I'm not 'family' zoning you).

Have the best day, mi amore.
-love from your lame-o, Britt.