Notes

Mahal, I’m really sorry for not being attentive enough to not see how this is breaking you. It took me time to realize and figure out what’s happening and how things went wrong, I understand you. And I understand that your decision is what will be best for both of us. I never meant to hurt you, I didn’t mean to scar you, but yet I did. And I’m very sorry baby. You didn’t deserve that. You tried your best to stay and I know you fought even though you were having a hard time to communicate, and that’s okay. I’m very proud of you for choosing to put yourself first. I know that I need to learn how to put myself first too, it’s hard to accept that there’s no longer an us. But don’t worry, I will, I need to, it’s for the best. Maybe in time, when we’re both okay, you’ll give me a chance once more. Cause I never wanted anything but to love you and see you love yourself and reach your dreams. Hopefully the stars align and when we’re both healed there can be an “us” again. I will always hold you dearly in my heart and I know for sure that my love for you will never change. I’ll wait, I’ll learn to love myself and do what it takes to become better. When I’m okay, and you’re okay. I’ll reach out to you. I believe that you’re my soulmate, we just met at the wrong time. I love you and you still love me, but I know that love is not enough to keep a relationship going. Just know that I’ll always be here for you whenever you need me. If the multiverse ever exists know that I will chose to be with you, always. We’re both shattered glass jars, as you help me build up, you lose a piece of yourself, and I was to blinded by my cracks to see my love become broken even more, whilst staying with me. I’m sorry for putting you through that my love. Thank you for putting yourself first. Thank you for this lesson. It was never my intention to spy on you, I was only worried. Of course I care about you. I never meant to invade your privacy like that. This is painful for the both of us, I just want to make sure that you’re doing fine. I won’t take off the necklace that you gave me, I will keep all the trinkets and gifts. You mean so much to me, I’ll treasure and cherish every moment we had. And I won’t let that hinder my personal growth. I’ll seek professional help na. I’m forever grateful for you. I can wait for eternity. Only the two of us can understand the sureness of our love