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OMG I LOVE HIM SO MUCH LIKE OMG I HOPE HE LOVES ME THE SAME WAY BUT LIKE TODAY IS NOT IT WHAT IF HE FOUND A PRETTIER GIRL? I DONT KNOW I FEEL LIKE IM GOING TO BE BLIND IN LOVE AGAIN I swear if i am im just going to be done with love like i can't do with love. love is great and all but like i dont know. Like i just dont know like we havent been talking that much i cant I'm overthinking to much now I love him so much bro i cant you know i wish i could just hug him but i just feel strange now this feels strange he hasn't even been talk to me that much but like i hope he still loves me like i do i stay all night thinking about him and in my dreams school hes so perfect to me but he isn't in his eyes I wish all my people I loved seemed in my eyes of how beautiful they are i. I hope I'm not falling for the wrong person again like I'm tired of that you know i can just write so much about him i feel and hope we will stay together for a long time i hope he doesn't cheat moves on and stuff. Like im going to rip my eyes out and kill myself if this boy isnt the boy that was in my dreams hes so funny kind caring and so beautiful to my eyes to all my girls that has bfs i wish them lucky with them too even though i might not like them still its there love not mines ill always be here for them.but like Adrian feels like a different boy i feel like hes better alot better i hope AND HOPE AND PRAY That im not falling for someone that is just going to break my heart or falling for the wrong person like thats just making me overthink and think harder like love just changes me and hes just so perfect to my eyes like i bet in his mind he has other girls in his mind all i have is food him food him repeat and in my heart is family close trusted friends and him i hope we have a good futter and have a good life if he cheats im done with dating untill 8th or 10th i love him too much like these love for him will never go away unless i have to move on because he has and i just feel lucky that i have him and hes like a 1once in a chance but still if we go our own ways i hope the best for both of us and have a healthy family if we do and everthing in life is good we achieve our dreams and have flying colors when we graduated and that he has a good family good wifey that treats him good and stuff and hope we can just be friends in the future him or me with his wife he deserves good stuff in life i hope we arent going fast and i hope the best with us hes the first crush that said yes and i hope hes not a catfish and trolling as one of these dudes i know just to see me heart broken if he isnt i hope he dosent break my heart like its already broken but hes slowly healing it like my girls did hope the same to my girls with there bf and if we all go our own ways i hope we can all met and be together again and im mostly scared of losing anjila and my bf and close family and friends i hope AND HOPE we can buy a house together and bulid have kids with paws and its okay if hes horny i dont care all i care about is if he takes good care of me kind nice my cousins like him but they dont have to its my man and i hope hes loyal and everthing i see in him and just like me i hope the best for us today anyday time the best and we stay as a couple he means so much to me and i hope im the same and im the only girl he has in his mind and heart and forever be jealous if each other for talking for girls or boys for him girls me boys i hope hes the person dreamed of i hope this energy is for me and being happy to text me and not because other female dog made him happy i hope he loves me truly and its not just fake love you know how much fake love these boys gave me so i hope he isnt like i love him too much you dont understand and he dosnet like AH but his voice is just so relaxing i dont know why he hates it but hes so like amazing and pretty he my pretty boy i love him so much i hope one day we meet up and he thinks im pretty and not ugly because you know how ugly i feel everyday night and everytime i look in the mirror YOU KNOW I HOPE HE IS MINE FOREVERRRRRRRRR AND I HOPE HE SAYS THAT TOO I feel like were soulmates i love him so much and i hope we are bro like i can never see life the same without him hes so nice caring kind and funny he makes me laugh no matter what when im sad mad or anything and he dosent try he makes me blush and like he makes me want to live just to text him everyday he makes me feel so special and loved hes the best thing that has happened to me in October and i think jesus and good answered my prays thank you to them i love them so muchhhhh for answering but i hope he knows and has the same feeling i have about him but i feel like these boys dont understand but i feel like he dose hes different and i hope all the stuff he says about me is true not the bad ones though i hope he isnt saying bad stuff about me i swear i can never see life without him he says he isnt perfect but to me OH NO GIRL HES SO PERFECT LIKE HES THE PERFECT STUFF IN LIFE I SEE AND NO OTHER BOY CAN BET HIM HES BETTER THEN CYASH BRO THAT CYASH BOY HAD MILLIONS OF RED FLAGS BUT I SWEAR I WAS BLIND IN LOVE AND IT BETTER NOT BE THE SAME WITH ADRIAN I WOULD CRY MY HEART OUT MY VOCALS OUT LIKE I SWEAR I LOVE THIS BOY SO MUCH IM STAYING UP JUS TO WRITE THIS...Aiona gurung 10/262023<3