Notes

love. Love is a 4-letter word. I never believed in love, never was the type of girl to believe it when I heard it, and never stayed when I felt it. love came and went. growing up I never felt loved, so it always just seemed like a word to me. yes, I've told people I "loved" them, but did I mean it? or was it just the fact I was getting attention. Love is just word. or so I thought. Love is so strange. and will do strange things to a person to get someone back. love isn't just a word you see in books or hear in movies, it's a word that shows how much you really care for a person. when I met you, I felt so safe and could bring out my inner child, I was always myself around you and you never complained. I remember the nights I stayed the night, and when I was sick you were ready to get up and asked if I was okay, but my favorite Memorie was when we would lay there and hug all day. because being with you made me feel safe, made me want to stay. that was the love I loved. when I left you, my world went crashing down because I knew you would never see me the same. I left a good person. i left because i never felt that love, i wanted the toxicity back in my life because i grew up thinking that was how to keep someone happy, but i realized it wasn't even close, the arguments the complaining and disagreement's, drained me in the end and made me realize the good person i left for someone that treated me badly. so, if you ack me about love I'll never give you a complete answer. love is Stange, but never give up on love because you dont know what the outcome could be,