Notes

im just a last choice friend know im lonely i hav no one nobody to trust with my issues im not sorry it wasnt my fault i want all of them to say sorry especially csen she is not gouung to i kno syakirah is peacful just like charlene im gong to wait they have each other why do they need me they can just replace me with rei urn,niccole,isabel,france, paaris and jamie tons of people to take my place im find going as a lone wolf im not letting my guard down i have no reason to say sorry.Im not even angry at the argument im angry how she left me and did nothing except wait natalie too she was the one that made me at my boiling point none of them deserve my apology isabel is innocent i know she did nothing they never realise my emotions none of them rei urn would just take my place im just glad that there is no school in 3 days i hope by mnday they will be over me just like they did with louisa and jamie also how am i betraying them they freakin left me i cried that day in school they obviously know they tempt me to say sorry natalie is just making it worst charlene im sorry for being akward towards you but to csen and natalie leave me alone okay if you can see this one day i seriously hope you all die remember when i said i would be speechless if one of you die,i take my words back i wont cry,be emo and all i would just laugh at everyone else even though im not on that list which i know i am your on mine one day i would tak my revenge i will come back stronger than all of you combine i would not let this go that stupid little argument meant nothing you realise your mistak,how i feel and what i did before you apologise sincerely i know im a last choice friend i might not be great in my studies,as stron as csen,as tough as all of you feel and as cool as i seem but im strong in my will and heart i never break a promise evenn as it seems for over 5 years i never stopped being aleeya's friend even though we are not as close but i know that whatever i say i keep my promises syakirah and charlene have said sorry but if csen and natalie doesnt do it i will keep going i give them 4 days if they dont apologise im going one wolf