Notes

I been chasin a moment,
I been chasin a beam,
These thoughts I don’t want em,
You can’t leave them with me,
You keep playing this games on repeat,
I’m way to high meeting new entities,

I’m smokin ganja straight to my face,
Married to the pain, but it feel okay,
Sendin out shots, don’t mix it the henesay

I’ve been floating
Drugs help the coping
Emotions showing what’s happening
Find a way out
Drift into dark now


Feel like dying (perc flying)
Who else feels like not trying
I’m know I’m not that lonely
Fill cups till I od (perfect timing)
Even tho someone told me
I’d die with the pills that got my floating
I’m not dying
I’m still trying
Demons hiding
Ima be the one who’s made it out trying
Getting to the top stars to blinding
Pills in my stomach
Jaw locking
Still pour up in my drink

Hearts broken
Shots I’m falling
Trying get up
Still run from the past tryna say it’s not us
Trapped so deep hell in my home
Still never wanted this life from all this pain despite
ep fighting (I’ll keep on)


I’ve been floating
Drugs help the coping
Emotions showing what’s happening
Find a way out
Drift into dark now

I been losing my mind
Every time I think about you
Don’t know if its worth it this time
But I doubt that we make it though
Life that I’m livin is a lie
And I couldn’t tell you what is true
I ain’t living just tryna survive
But I’m acting like everything coo ‘uh’
Life in a dream
To the top of my lungs I scream
Life is supposed to be bliss, but I guess I forgot about me
Where the bitches in the mink
Granite countertops with a purified sink
In the hills with a freak, when I’m driving I can feel her teeth

melodies inside my brain
i hope that i will go ma way
i run and run but see the same
i hear the voices, they complain
i try my best to stay the same
but i feel how i lose that game
i got somuch that i wanna say
still i hope we meet another day
Old time use to be a fun time
Playing till the Sun down
Fighing in the twightlight
Man

Not every time is a lunch time
People thinking But no brain
Saying they okey
We deserve a change (x2)

Chage it are you ready to face it
That world is a Holly matrix
That is mathematix
Angry thoughts can you erase it
Body is your play set
Understand your sentense
That words have power
You have power
You have energy to be to feel
Nothing is real
Nothing equals infinite
Even if it is oposite
You have fire that's lit
So feed it
burn your enemies

Don't cry, be
Be alive mentaly
You're a tree,
And The sea
You're me
Can you feel?