Notes

hello. If youre reading this, i'm probably dead. But thats okay! people always tend to die one day, my time of ending my life just seems to be quicker, but whoever you are, don't give up on yourself. Learn from your mistakes and PLEASE do not do anything to yourself. I always felt like suicide was the only option, but i believe it wasnt. I always had people that understood me, and always had close friends. I had a beautiful and priceless boyfriend and a short but happy life. If you're one of the people that were close too me, keep reading as im probably about to write about my every close friend here.

for Kyle: you were so special too me<3 please dont take it too heart that i killed myself. You were the greatest boyfriend and the best future husband ever! you were so nice and had your own valuing. I loved EVERYTHING about you, and i cant wait to see you again <3 im so happy that i ever met you and again, PLEASE stay positive for me, im always here for you even if you cant see me.

for Lanna: you were such a good best friend <3 you also had your own problems and we would be there for eachother in our upsetting moments, im sorry for not being able to meet you irl, but ill always watch over you.

for Jack: You were the best and funniest best friend ive ever had! Im so happy that i met you and i apologize for not being able too meet you irl either, but im looking into seeing you, Kyle and Lanna laugh together <3

for Kira: you were such a great person, you always looked up and were happy all the time. im so happy that we could laugh and joke together even when i was upset <3

for Sam: you were a good person, but you ruined me when i was upset. You left me alone in school and ditched me for other friends while i changed schools for you, just because i couldnt entertain you enough. Please learn from your mistakes now that im not here and take care.

thank you all for being there for me, take care.