Notes

Maya

My fingers nearly knocked over his glass of Pepsi when he flipped us over so that I was under him and he was left hovering atop of me. My brown eyes stared into his jade eyes. No one had ever made the colour green so extraordinary to look into. My heart was beating so hard that I was sure that it would pop out soon. He teasingly touched my body, leaving a trail of goose bumps after him. My muscles loosened and his touch left me seeing stars. His fingers were so long, slim and cold. It felt like a chaste feather on my tingling and fidgety body, shaking in exhilaration. My trembling fingers fisted to the fabric of his shirt, slowly tugging at it. "Your shirt… sir?" I asked, mostly because I did not like being the only naked one and it was humiliating. But maybe a small and guilty part of me wanted to see his perfectly toned body again just like last night when he was lying half naked in bed. It was a beautiful view and my cheeks turned red just by the thought of it. Holy crap, he took off my lace knickers and I did not bother to hold in my surprise. I thought he was just going to put his hand inside my knickers and then do it. Not actually take them off...holy crap, I should have shaved around that area. I placed a hand over my mouth when I saw his head between my thighs and his tongue sneaked in inside me. The sensation was the mixture between pain and pleasure. He entered deeper inside my tight entrance and I squeezed my eyes shut and whimpered. "Yes...r-right there..." I moaned and tilted my head back. I bucked my hips upwards when he continued that very action, leaving me at loss of breath. I felt that very wetness between my thighs increase, to the point where my knees were shaking. I let out a loud whimper when he tugged at my sensitive pubic hair. He continued rubbing me down there like nothing even happened...After not too long, his beautiful fingers shoved themselves inside me and that was when I let out a scream along with a moan. It hurt so badly but the pain made it feel so good. Holy crap, a feeling was building up inside me. It was not anxiety, nor was it stress. It was somewhat pleasurable...It became more intense as he continued to push his fingers inside me, earning several moans, screams and whimpers from me. Should I talk to him or just lie there? I did not know how to react while having sex...and yes; I was scared out of my wits. My entire body twisted and turned at the actions as he continued. I could not take it anymore. I really could not. I gasped as I saw white liquid all over Harry's finger. What was that? That came out of my...oh my God...gross! Was that normal? What the heck? "W-What is...that?" I gasped as I stared at the white substance. I was a blushing mess and I quickly sat up before wincing from my own quick actions. I did not realize that I was sore down there. It hurt inside there, but there was still the tingling sensation left inside me that left me light headed. My lips were shaking at the lack of speech and my heart was hammering against my chest. What will I do at church tomorrow with my mother? I could not tell her this; I did not have enough courage to do that… What if mother saw any of my marks? Holy crap, I had to wear something that would cover my entire body tomorrow… I placed a hand over my mouth and pulled my knees up to my chest. My arms wrapped themselves around my knees as I sat next to him. "W-We just had s-sex..." I said that more to myself than him. Oh my God...I just had sex. “Oh my God, d-does that mean that we are girlfriends and boyfriends now? Like a couple?” I optimistically smiled and the thought itself made my stomach flutter. "And was this your way of telling me that you love me? Oh my God, I love you, too, Harry! From now on, we are going to live happily ever after together and I can invite you over at dinners and spend Valentine's Day together...aw, you are my first ever boyfriend. And-And we can go to some park and hold hands and even kiss under the rain..." I squeaked and kissed the tip of his nose. He was complimenting my body earlier and maybe he was flirting and maybe that was how boyfriends and girlfriends were made... oh my God! We were like made for each other. And maybe we can even get married one day and have children! Maybe I was just thinking way ahead of myself, but I could tell that we would have a future from the chemistry between us. I was smiling so broadly right now that...Maybe I was completely wrong about the photos framed on the wall. Maybe he did not have a partner and that was why he did all of these with me. Even though we had not kissed yet, but it still felt like we had a small bit of chemistry. I knew that I did not know how a romantic relationship grew, but I could not help but feel a spark around him…His beautiful eyes had been in my mind the entire day today and all I could think of was how it would feel like to hold his hand and do small and cute things with him; like going to the park or just a little stroll while getting to know him better. Having sex with him was the last thing in my mind, but I would be lying if I said that it was the most relaxing feeling. I scooted closer to him on the sofa and wrapped my arms around him before smiling softly. “And we can cuddle! But we should not have sex before marriage, though. I can let it go this time, but we should only kiss and hold hands before marriage and after marriage we can have sex, but not more than once a year, of course and the rest of the year we are going to do cute married couple things.” I chirped with a grin before kissing his right cheek softly, my arms still wrapped around his neck as I sat next to him. "What do you think our kids' names should be? Oh, how about 'Gina'? And I know of course that you want to have children, but you have to wait at least six more years until we can have sex because I want to finish college, take two mathematical degrees and then when I am around twenty three and you are twenty eight, I can get married to you and then we will have many, many kids! Like maybe four...or I do not know, somewhere between two to four? Maybe even eight? Who knows? And we can be surrounded by those little children all day and be the best parents ever! Aw, and you can be the father and play with them and teach them how to ride a bike..." I dreamily continued. I did have big plans for my future with Harry and obviously, now that we were a couple, we had to take this really seriously.