Notes

Hey i know sorry isn't gonna mean anything to you i get that, and idek if me typing this is gonna help even a little i just feel like i should type it and i wanted to. I'm really sorry about everything i do when you go over there but i have a reason you knows its not like i'm trying to ruin your time over there or anything like that. I get that saying fuck you was not needed but i was just upset cause you smoking and you knew i was gonna get upset and cry and leave but all you had to say was whatever to it, which is not you and you just didn't care. That does not give me a legit reason to say that to you but something around that cause i mean i know you, and i know you'd do anything to make sure i don't cry but yet when it came to smoking you wanted to like dodge it or not care about me crying which got me upset. Which is why i had you promise, idk if you remember or if you know what i had you promise about not smoking but i just you act different and i dont like it. I didnt type this to bother you about last night again ive done that already enough but just trying to get you to stop being mad at me about saying fuck you cause you said it flipped a switch, well you knowingly smoking and knowing im going to cry but still doing it flips a switch everytime and it hurts you know. Im not trying to irritate you further but thats the truth, i feel really bad about saying fuck you so i hope your not mad at me for it for a really long time idk. I know you thought i was gonna write this about breaking up with you earlier when i told you about this but thats far from it Hunter. Im never going anywhere baby and you should know that im far from ever leaving thats never been a thought in my mind, your the person i want and need for the rest of my life and im sure of that i promise. Nobody is better for me then you, please dont ever worry about that. Were perfect for each other, i know it seems rocky at points but thats how its gonna be, the important thing is, is that we dont give up right away we get through it and were still strong asf and thats why were different from other high school couples and thats why were perfect for each other and why nobody else is better for me. You deal with my ass better than any would and i deal with yours pretty well and im never gonna wanna stop dealing with it. Youre everything to me Hunter and nothing in the world could change that. Im always here and always gonna be no matter if you leave just know ill be here cause thats how iam i love you so damn much and nothing will change that. Ive gaven myself to you because i want you for the rest of my life, and forever on thats all im gonna want. I Love You Hunter Cardenas