Notes

actually, i did remember about the letter thingy but i guess it doesnt matter bcause i think maybe it was just a small mistake of yours or maybe you were confused when you wrote that so i just shrugged it off. but since you take it srysly and being so persistent to the point till you blow up like that, so here is what you wrote before :

(btw, its the 1st out of three essay-letters that you gave me on that day.)
" Those letters not only I wrote about Mongji but also you Aishah cause you're special friend for me and ofcourse if Im refering about Mongji and its you"

So, i was quite confused back then when i read that you said "those letters not only about Mongji but also you Aishah (me)" and then you wrote "Im refering about Mongji and its you" but right now i guess i alrdy understand it now what are you trying to said to me actually.

in case if you're wondering why i did not replied this on dm and instead, i wrote it here, its bcause my dm is a hell damn messy and i dont have the heart to open it anymore. so, express it all here is the best idea.

About the dm, you asked me since when did i like cheesy things. well, i guess maybe its bcause of the cheesy and greasy virus from woohyun ? idk tho.
Im sorry if im being rude to you. Damn I was so stunned at that indescribable word. It make me wondering for a few moment "am i rude? AM I A RUDE GIRL? WHAT? have i really turn into a rude person? But---how? How did i suddenly become rude?" And...uhh...the "break up" word is actually a bit awkward. Ya know...Since we're both girls. But its ok its fine bcause this whole thing is about MC actually.

Im not going to ask for forgiveness (but that doesnt mean that I dont feel guilty ok) bcause i used to think that the word "sorry" is special & its not suppose to be mention if you dont really mean it & people shouldnt misunderstood it as a frivolous word. but since ive been saying it for a hell lot of time so i think my sorry is meaningless. i guess you're still mad when you're reading this, so im just gonna say that if you've cool down a little bit, i hope you'll forgive me...silently. dont notify me bcause its actually make me feel worse than i alrdy am right now.

I know that you have your own limit in patience bcause everyone have. even myself. and im sorry (damn i mention it) that i broke your limit.
I have some other things to said but i dont remember what is it no matter how hard i tried. so i'll just end it here.

xoxo, MJH