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istg i fr hate my life and myself so much bro like i can fr go kms, jump off a tall ass building, shoot myself to death, and get stabbed hella. my dad is fr so messed up i absolutely hate him with all my heart. my mom is okay she gets me pissed off so fast but ion rlly care atp. my dad can honestly go away see i love him its js sometimes hes not there for me when i need it. i hate how everyone is towards me. everything pisses me off so quick. my parents deserve a better daughter.

all they care about is alyna. "whats alyna doing" "shes your little sister, when your mom was drunk id take care of you yk that right" like JUST STFU BRO YOURE FR GETTIMG ME PISSED OFF. OH AND MY DAD TAKES AWAY MY PHONE FOR THE DUMBEST REASONS EVER I HATE HIM SO MUCH BRO HE RUINS MY LIFE, HES WAY MORE DIFF THAN MY MOM. MY MOM LETS ME GO OUT AND HAVE FUN AND ENJOY LIFE, BUT ON THE OTHER HAND MY DAD IS UGH OMFG I CANT EVEN FIND THE WORD FOR IT I SWEAR. I WILL KMS SOONER OR LATER. I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU IG. I LOVE FERNIE SO MUCH SHES BEEN THERE FOR ME MORE THAN ANYONE HAS. OMG AND MOISES. I LOVE HIM TOO BUT AS A FRIEND OFC, HE PUSHED ME INTO TELLING MY MOM ABT MY SA. HE DESERVES THE WORLD I SWEAR HES ALSO VERY GOOFY JUST LIKE FERNIE. THOSE ARE MY ONLY TWO REAL FRIENDS NGL. I HAVE NO FRIENDS NGL. BUT ANYWAY. I JS HATE MY DAD SO MUCH BRO, HE MAKES ME FR WANT TO KMS SO BADLY I FS DONT RECOMEND LIFE!!!!

i love you fernie a lot you're my joy bby, you made me so happy you rlly dont know how happy i get js from getting a text from you, i look up to you as a big sister, i absolutely love how you treat me bby, you mean the world to me bby i love you so much you dont get it fr though, you're so pretty and very funny, you match my humor and personality so much, i love you a tons bby gorgeous, you showed me a side i never knew i had, i am so proud of you Fernanda, you made my life 100x better just by being in it, all those laugh attacks we'd have lmfao, you have made the best memories so far, everything about you is perfect, and im honestly so sorry if i ever do leave bby but i fs wont so dw, as long as im alive youll have someone who is genuilly proud of you no matter what, ill support every decision you make bad or good doesnt matter ill always support it, youre the best thing that has ever happend to me, if i ever do die just know i loved you a lot bby A LOT. te amo mucho mi presiosa bebe.

i also appreciate you moises you also made me so happy i look at you like if you were my big brother ngl (nothin more than that) you made my life 10x better i rlly do appreciate you like you rlly dont get it you rlly dont. you're a very good person you help a lot too, we have much stuff in common btw GET ROBLOX HEHEHE but thank you a lot seriously.

i also love betsy she is like a big sister to me too. i love her so much also xander both of em mama y papa.

los amo mucho a todos.

i hate me. i hate my teeth the most. i hate how i look. i hate everything about me. i need life to go on faster. it needs to. ik im only 11 but i rlly dont care atp i need to kms to badly. ive been through a lot and just at the age of 11 like bro. IM SUCH A FUCKING LIAR I HATE MY HAIR I HATE MY TEETH I HATE MY EYES I HATE MY EARS I HATE EVERYTHING ABT ME BRO I SWEAR. I WILL DIE JUST WATCH. ALL I EVER WANTED WAS TO LIVE LIFE NORMALLY BUT NO. SOMEONE HAD TO FUCKING RUIN IT. I MEAN IM FUCKING 11 YEARS OLD!!! AND CUTTING THE SHIT OUT OF MYSELF LIKE BRO IM FR MISSREABLE. this isnt okay, im not "okay". im not the daughter they asked for.