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hello my name is nilab my fahter name is hamed my last name is rahmati.... i am 16 years old and i am studen i have one sister My family is very kind and I grew up in a big family. I live in Oman and we emigrated here in a short time. My grandmother and grandfather were here at the beginning of the year، but their visas were made and they went to America here my father and mother and sister stayed alone until our visas were fixed and we would leave Oman We are not very happy in Oman because the weather is hot and we can't go out and my mom and dad say that you don't study and we have no hope of you. They have very heavy words that have put a lot of stress on my morale I even think about my mother's words when cooking, I feel very upset inside, and that is why the food was not cooked well, it was ruined. My mom and Dad get nervous. I am very depressed and I have no desire to go out or buy clothes or other things because of my depression I have gained a lot of weight, no one understands me, I am a very bad person in terms of my family, my family thinks that I am very happy. I talk, sometimes I laugh a lot, but inside I am sad and lonely My mother fights with me several times every day. She makes noise so that my father can hear. My father, they say bad things about me. My mother says that I don't do any housework, even though all the housework is mine. They hate me so much. Even if I die, they are happy. I have never seen you show me any love. My mother and father are not happy together. My father beat my mother once. I was small then and I still remember. I really wish that my mother and My father and my uncles are happy and behave like other uncles, but my father and mother are always fighting and making noise.