Notes

dear diary these past of couples of days I was bad I was thinking a lot of things that weren't necessary it's really hard to go through things because I feel sad and I angry and those two things makes me bad sometimes I get into bad arguments and sometimes i dont i keep all these hard feelings and thoughts to my self because no one would care sometimes they would call me crazy sometimes they would just wont understand what i feel especially my friends only some of them do understand but the rest i keep to my self i wish i could've done better especially when i cry, and when i cry in puddles no one would hear just silence and now im still just a regular girl like always inside and out i wish a better person i wish i could of fixed things in the past because i been through heartbreak to madness to sadness and just now silence it makes me guilty in the inside because no one would hear me because a nobody i wish i was better i wish i normal like everybody else i wish. people would dear diary its just not easy one tear doesnt go right i wish would care not be toxic other dear diary and just like that nobody cares. i wish my friends would hear me out its really hard dear diary i always would cry in the middle of the night because nobody hears me out dear diary why me. dear diary nobody cares or hears me out im i ok at all