Notes

Dear Saraya, I write this love letter to you today/tonight to show how much I love and appreciate you. From the day I met you all the way until now I've been happy being with you every day you put a smile on my face no matter what we go through. We had our fair share of ups and downs and we overcame them together and I'm proud of us for that. You put me through a lot over the year we been together but throughout all that I'm still grateful to have you in my life. You mean everything to me and I wouldn't wanna see you leave no matter what happens between us. i love your voice, you don't know this but every time we talk at night you lowkey be talking me to sleep that's how much I love ya voice because i try to stay up just to hear you talk to me, but I can't, and you end up talking me to sleep. I know I tell you everytime that I'm not tired or I'm not sleep is because I want you to keep talking to me and i know if i told you the truth about how i was going to sleep u would stop talking to me and I didn't want that so I would tell you otherwise just to keep you talking to me and it's a little downside to that because you end up being mad at me when i do officially fall asleep on me lol, sometimes it just happen. That's how much I love your voice. I also love ya body. I think it's perfect, everything from ya head to ya small little feet is so perfect especially ya boob (hehe). I love seeing ya body and smile its even better since you got braces and i think your smile is unique and not weird. i love when ya body is against my body and most importantly i love how ya body looks during sex, its beautiful. I know I don't tell you this often but you're the prettiest girl I've even met. Glasses on or off. I still love ya face, it's just so cute and kissable. Let's talk about recent events, i know i lost ya trust and i'm doing everything I can to get it back and I'm really sorry for what I did to you to give you this much trust issues. It was never my intention to I would never wanna hurt you or I would cheat on you. a lot of times i do dumb shit but that's just me kiab I wouldn't be me without doing or saying some dumb. I'm sorry for how it's affecting our relationship now and the burden it has on your chest. I could tell you sorry all the way until your grave and i probably still wouldn't stop there. i know i can't take back what i did but i can do better moving forward and that's what ima do. I know i don't give you a lot of gifts and that's because most of the time i don't have it and i dont like keep asking my mom for money just to spend on you. trust me if i had it i would give you the world but most times i couldn't and i had to work with what i had and i tried my best to satisfy you. You've seen me at my best and my worst when i was on my deathbed and shit but we not gon speak too much on me because no. I love every moment we have together and ima love every moment we make in the future we still have so much to do while we together and ima make sure we do those things and enjoy every second of it.