Notes

Bro he's so cute like have you seen his smile and his happy face? Although he says vulgarities, he's so cute when he smiles or grins bro. Like he's the reason why I love geography the most. I'm sorry if I annoyed him but I just love him so much, it hurts. It's like I have a chance with him but I don't want to date him also because EOY is coming and he's Javelle's ex. So like I feel bad about it. I really like him and I enjoy the times we have together. I just want him to do his homework to avoid getting scolded by the teacher. That's also a reason why I love history. For geography he sits next to me but in history he sits on the next table on my right, alone, HAHA oops, sorry. I really don't know how I feel for him and I don't know how to get rid of this feeling. I really want him but I don't know how others will feel and I don't even know if he likes me back. I just don't want to seem like a clutch going out with some cool dude sia. I mean like he gives me mixed signals and I feel like he's just a red flag, casually walking around.I also don't think he likes me back because of my skin condition. Unlike Adlin and Rui Teng's friendship, me and him don't even talk to each other most sia. I mean, I talk to him most, besides izzat but I mostly talk to him. He just gives me mixed signals and I really don't know how to feel about it because when it comes to things about being weird/funny/stealing other friend's things, we always help each other out and like I don't want these fun moments to end. His smiled is also so cute and childish. He laughs at my small little acts and it amuses me. I can't help but smile whenever I see him.