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You treat me like shit. As if I'm worth nothing. You are a Lier that manipulated me throughout this entire fucking relationship. I hate you. I wish we never dated. You weren't even a "lesson of love" to me. You were just a waste of time. I'm sad that I listened to your lies and gave you 100s of chances. 100s isn't even an excatration. Every single day last summer I gave you a chance to improve and you failed every single time. You couldn't even meet my lower standards. I was begging for the bare minimum, and you have the audacity to say, "I love you" and blame this shit on me. Your "sorry"s are just insults. You never try to change or give me the bare minimum, what I deserve. you can't even treat me like a friend. You say you need time for school and social life, yet you want a job but couldn't even call me for 10 minutes a day. Thats very insulting I hope you know that. You repeatly insult me and treat me like shit and will never do anything to make up for it. My friends give me weird looks when I say I still talk to you. I don't even tell them everything. Just one or two stories of things you have done if that. How they repeatly tell me I deserve better. I didn't need to tell Zane any stories, just how I felt, for him to say, "fuck him" and "you deserve better". You always pocket me and never told anyone about be and got upset when I questioned if you ever even told them, you were dating someone. I was talking to one of your friends and they said they brought us up and you said, "we are fine" and quickly moved on from there. Like did you ever fucking love me?? I really excused your cheating back then because I can excuse sexual cheating easier than others. You really suck for that; I wouldn't wish that on someone I hated. Wouldn't even be surprised if you were crushing or with someone rn. I hope they do not go through what I did, and I hope you are honest on your part with your past. All yours lies are just stuck with me now. What happened to never giving up and making this work even when things get boring or never leaving me unless I cheated on you. Fuck you, all you were was a waste of my effort and i doubt you will ever even try and make up for it. Obviously, there's a lot more because you really fucked up. Either treat me with some respect as friends and actually apologize for the shit you done or continue being a liar and never hold up to your promises and we will never/very limited talk for the rest of time. Im not doing this in the middle stuff like right now. At this moment you will never have a good ex friendship with me, and you should be glad I'm not crazy.